everything great that happens in my life, goes away. i hope my life gets better. i don't know what it is but i knew nothing was ever gonna work out for me. love it comes and goes. well with me it stays. idk about other people. someone great just walked into my life. i don't want to let him go, but i might have to becuz of our age. he wants to wait ( Read more... )

living with my dad isn't as great as i thought it would be. he told me i'm not allowed to see my b/f anymore cuz he's afraid he's gonna get into trouble again. mike has turned his life around and is staying out of trouble. he wants to go to college for cooking. i don't know when but he's probably gonna go. if my dad could see that maybe he'll let ( Read more... )

today me and my mom got into a fight as usual. i wanted to move in with my dad but i guess he figures i'll be better off here. this is gonna happen all the time so i don't know why he just doesn't take me for good. we went through this so many times already where my dad told me that he was gonna make sure i never come back cuz she would always hit ( Read more... )

lol! sounds funny. today i went swimming then i went to my dads to eat dinner. after i ate i called my baby then i went to see him. i love being with him. i know i can be myself and he'll still like me. bored thought i would update. ain't got to much to talk about today.i'm just glad my love life is great. i can actually say i have a love life now.

its gonna be hard for me to tell my mom i have a b/f. considering the past relationships i've been in. she is mostly the cause why they didn't last. thats why i'm scared to let her meet him. even though he is 21 we are gonna tell her he is 19. he might pass. knowing her she'd be like let me see id. i wish i could take him with me to mrytle beach. i ( Read more... )

last night i slept over my b/f's. No we did not sleep together, i mean we did but we didn't do anything. he doesn't want to ruin our relationship by having sex all the time. he respects me the way none of my past b/fs did. i respect his wishes. i really don't want to have sex anyway. all i have to do is tell him no and he'll be fine with it. all my ( Read more... )

My mom ungrounded me so i could go see my wonderful b/f. well she doesn't know i have a b/f she thought i was over my friend danielle's house. i hate lying to her but what else was i gonna do. tell her i'm goin to my 21 yr old b/f's house. she'd kill me. I tell my parents when they meet him first. Practice tuesday for silks, can't wait. yeah me and ( Read more... )

I did it this time. i'm grounded, becuz me and my mom got into a fight and i told her i hated her. now i can't go get drunk and make out with my b/f tomorrow. oh well i guess i'll survive. i miss him alot, and i have only been away from him one day. he said he misses me too. he calls me everyday and we talk for like hours, or until someone yells at ( Read more... )

Wow how in the world did i pick myself a winner of a b/f. he is exactly everything i want in a b/f. he hugs me,kisses me now and then, cuddles with me. he does all these things and doesn't want sex! thank god! i might as well say i love him now and get it over with. i've been cured from bryon. i can't believe it. i can finally have a normal ( Read more... )

my life finally turned around. about four guys hit on me tonight. i loved it. one walked away with my number. he is pretty hot to, but i already got my eyes on someone. actually we are kinda goin out. so i guess i have a b/f. imagine that. i can't believe it. now i have nothing to be depressed about. but nothing will change my love for bryon. oh ( Read more... )