WOW! practice is starting next week already.i can't believe it.god help me have patience with the new girls. or should i say me and sam. lol. i love this me and sam are seniors. there are 6 of us that are seniors. this year is gonna be fun. for the seniors atleast. the year is gonna go by so fast. here is another survey i stole from Kim. I luv ya ( Read more... )

today my grandma yelled at me for no reason at all. i couldn't stand it so i just got up and left with the car. i know it was wrong but i had a good reason. my mother i hate becuz she always sticks up for the wrong people. like she stuck up for my grandma for everything she said to me. i could of killed her. when i left i made sure i went somewhere ( Read more... )

why in life do we have to fall in love? i know it's human nature. we should be able to control who we fall in and out of love with. once i fell in love i never fell out. i hate it now. why can't any of my relationships work. is it because i talk about my ex b/f alot. everyone knows who that is. oh well bored thought i would update alittle bit. so ( Read more... )

i hate my mother. she is such a bitch. she complains i don't spend enough time with her, then she sits at home on her ass. then when i ask her to go out she says no. oh well she can go to hell. she doesn't like anyone. especially my friends. she hates them all. i don't care it's not her life. she doesn't want me to make the mistakes she did when ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong with people they can't pick up a damn phone and call me. well tough shit. i ain't calling them so....this one person calls me everyday to see what i am doin and sometimes just to talk. well this morning he said he loved me but didn't wanna date me cuz he didn't wanna fuck up our friendship. its understandable. if we both feel ( Read more... )

i seriously want to die. i hate my life and the people i live with. i wish i lived with my dad. i think i lived here long enough with my mom. my love life doesn't help either. wait what love life! i ain't got one. and my mom is to blame. bryon and me would stil be dating if it wasn't for my fricken mother. she ruins everything. i wish she would ( Read more... )

Why the hell does my life have to suck so much? if someone can answer that please let me know. i am tired of getting treated like a doormat especially by the person i love so much. well that is how my life is. i really pick winner b/fs don't i. well me and bryon aren't dating we are just friends with benefits. if you know what i mean. but still ( Read more... )

i hate it it sucks alot. i love this guy who still loves his g/f, but tells me he feels the same way about me. personally i think that is messed up. just like my shitty life. i swear if i die no one would miss me. i mean maybe my family but that is it. why is it that you never get over your first love. i would die to be with him again. i just get ( Read more... )

where do i start about my mother. how about when she used to hit me and choke me to death. or when she ruins my relationships. how about when she yells at me for no reason. tonight me and my crew were gonna go to the club, but we can't now becuz she won't let me drive. she is such a bitch. she made no sense today. she was like well there are crazy ( Read more... )

today was gradution. i got to see my cousin katie graduate and all my senior friends. i started crying cuz i realized they are leaving me. that will be me next year. i can't wait. next year is gonna be great gonna be partying.i'll be 18 in 8 months and 16 days. then i'll get my senior license and my mom won't yell at me for being out past 11. hope ( Read more... )