I've had good days and bad days lately. Seems like I'm alternating between the two. Last night was not such a good night. I mean I didn't have to work which was nice and today I don't work either. Jen, Williams, and I went to some pool hall to see Josh and Dustin. My exboyfriend yesterday told me that Dustin is engaged. Dustin is the one who ( Read more... )

Things are going good. I love my job at Walgreens. I'm making $6.50 an hour which isn't too bad. Right now I'm looking for an apartment; thinking about living on my own without any roommates if I can find a place cheap enough. It's really hard finding apartments right now though. But college students leave in a month so then it shouldn't be ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm writing this entry to get feelings out. I've been thinking about Jonathan Ray Ivy, the guy that I left 7 months ago. Since leaving him, I've been with I think 5 other guys. All short term relationships though. None of them though were like him though. I'm in love with Jonathan still. How I wish I wouldn't have left him. He was the ( Read more... )

Ok I had quite a weekend. We had some military guys over this past weekend. Two of them were my ex-boyfriends. Talk about interesting. Both of them still like me. Jonathan, the one who dumped me a week and a half ago was over and he told me that he still has feelings for me. The reason why he broke up with me was because he has school and he ( Read more... )

Last night I got dumped again. Jonathan told me that the relationship was just adding too much stress to things that are already going on in his life. He wants to remain friends though. Honestly, I think we'll make better friends. I've been thinking about it and I want to stay single for awhile. I've got alot in my life to straighten out that ( Read more... )

There's so much going on in my life right now. Well it's not that there is alot going on; it's just that I have alot that I'm worried about. One thing that I'm not liking right now is that everyone seems to be telling me what to do with my life and my friends' teasing is getting on my nerves. Ok since going to base back in December I have gone ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's Day. Although I hate Valentine's Day. To me it is just a stupid silly made up commercial holiday. I guess cuz I'm kind of stressed at the moment. To think that last Valentine's Day I was in Paris and engaged to get married to Jonathan Ivy. I do think about Jonathan sometimes and wonder how he's doing. I emailed him the other ( Read more... )

It's been about a week since I wrote in my journal. Haven't really found the time to sit down and write in it honestly. Today is Super Bowl Sunday. Though right now I'm kind of changing channels, going between watching Charmed and watching the game. I'm not really a football fan but when the Super Bowl is on I watch it a little bit. I am for ( Read more... )

Work is going good. I'm getting used to being up early to be at work at 6am. My shift, the 6am to 11am shift is the busiest shift due to everyone coming in for breakfast and coffee. The bagels at work are really delicious. I like being on the busy shift because then time flies. They're starting to work me more there. I need all the hours I ( Read more... )

Well not much has been going on. My boyfriend Zak was over this weekend. Also a few of my other friends came over. I got a job! Bagelheads hired me. Bagelheads is a restaurant that obviously sells bagels. I was so excited when I got the job. My shift however is going to be 6am to 11am. I was hired for morning shift. Means I get to start ( Read more... )