There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside ( Read more... )

What I feel is nothing. Nothing is all I get. Happiness only ends badly for me. Good times don't last. One thing or person can make or break that time. Why is this I wonder? Why do we strive for a thing that will only bring un-happiness when it ends? For the little joy we gain from it, is that it? Pointless is my feelings on that. I type all this ( Read more... )

1.) Put your music player on shuffle ( Read more... )

With my recent acquired anime figures of late. Have I noticed this, but I believe I've known for a while. I think my attraction with these "things" is that they are nothing like me. Now don't get me wrong I have the same attraction to "persons" as well. Men are very attractive TOO me, though I am not very attractive TOO them. Thus! Telling why my ( Read more... )

1.) Put your music player on shuffle ( Read more... )

I'm so sad and lonely ( Read more... )

Hello LJ, So it has been quite a time since my last post and I feel it's time for an update of some sort ( Read more... )

So how long have I been in this place, couple months? I think? This should be for good though. No more moving after this(falangies crossed). This new place is so nice, but far away. 13 or so years in Rockwood, this is my hood? I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm mostly alone as it is, but now...? I'm going to be even more isolated. No ones going ( Read more... )

Apparently people can tell when I'm not being myself, but I don't even know who myself is? So how do they know when I don't? Truth, does anyone really know who their self is ( Read more... )

Truly this is what I am. All I do is work and sleep. Sleep more then work of course, hours don't have much of them anymore. I have all this time in the world yet I do nothing. Why is this? I spend hours at a time on the computer doing nothing. Been trying to read my books I just can't seem to get into them right now(though I am doing NOTHING) Thats ( Read more... )