Where I'm up all the night thinking how worthless I am. Ugly, enormous, stupid, no one cares, everyones a liar. I'm alone in this world, I thought unpacking my stuff would finally make me happy, but when there is no one there to share it with whats the point... Been contemplating hurting myself, did hurt myself not enough to make the pain go away ( Read more... )

Well we finally got a place I'm not saying where, because evil people could be afoot. I have told the people I care for(and care for me) where it is. Though I haven't told Scott yet, but thats because I haven't seen him since I found out I was moving. Anyway... I'm so happy I'll soon have a place to call my own with all the things I love out and ( Read more... )

I'm this blob of gray that has never counted for anything. Then one day I thought that I was breaking free, but of course I was wrong. Like always any thing that involves me I'm wrong! I just don't understand...? What good am I if I can't love my self? I'm no good for anyone I'm stupid. I try to use big words, I try to be something other then I am ( Read more... )

The Key to Your Life is Courage


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I know this is for my own good. Thanks Jenny >=3 ( Read more... )

You'll Have 4 True Loves


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You Are Upbeat


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So for christmas I got the most awesomest gift ever from one of my good friends named Sarah. Can you guess what it was? I'll tell you what it was, Seasons 1&2 of my most favorite TV series EVER M*A*S*H ( Read more... )

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Ok so I worked today with Vera and Luke(I'm pretty sure you all know who Luke is right)"OMFG!" *Koff ( Read more... )