This is the first time, in a long time, that I’ve felt severely and utterly alone  - where not a single person in this world can relate… and where I can’t begin to describe the emotions that have flooded this body of mine.

I’ve had people say they are worried. I’ve had others say we need to talk. I’ve had other people tell me that its not ( Read more... )

Life sucks. I can’t deal with this. Until today, I was in denial. I didn’t want to believe that it’s happening. I wanted to believe that it was all a dream and that nothing was official. But now, it is.

I don’t want things to change. That’s my biggest problem, but I can’t live with this. I want to help, but I can’t do that without changing my ( Read more... )

Basically, nobody gets it ( Read more... )

I’m selfish. I’ll admit it right now, because the things that I am feeling, I shouldn’t be feeling. I shouldn’t be mad. Scratch that…. I don’t want to be mad - but I am. Dammit, it’s my life, and you don’t even understand. You don’t realize how this is going to affect me - how it’s already affected me.

I don’t want to give up things. I want to ( Read more... )

You know what… it’s amazing to me that different parts of your life change drastically every single day and other parts of your life…. Stay exactly the same for years on end.  It happened with someone in high school… and now in college… different people - different situations… yet oddly enough neither of them changed…

Maybe I’m the only one ( Read more... )

“Do you hate him?”

No… not at all… as far as I’m concerned, if you ever once cared about someone, there’s no way that you could ever hate them. You might hate the things they do, you may hate way they did or didn’t do for you, you may even begin to hate the idea of him being part of your life, but no… you don’t hate the person.

If you know ( Read more... )

".. I've been scoping out guys for you. But it's hard. It's hard to find a guy who will treat a girl right... and we need to find a guy who will treat you right... "

" You will find love when you least expect it. Someday you'll be on campus and you will run into this guy and fall down and look into his eyes as he helps you up and everything around ( Read more... )

Here's a good story.
there's a girl.
there's a guy.
the girl has liked guy for far too long.
girl knows what she has to do and what she doesnt want to do - which coincidently is the same thing.
guy no longer interested.
girl gives up.
the end.
cue music.
no sequel.

In life, you stumble upon obstacles that tend to make you upset, depressed, angry, jealous, happy, excited, etc.... an abundance of emotions that you can barely begin to explain. And I can tell you right now, that for girls, guys are definitely the most complicated obstacle that you come across.

Why? Because you don’t know what they are ( Read more... )

Sometimes, life throws you a curve ball. You can’t always have a plan, and if you do, nothing will make you stick to it. You can’t determine what your grades are going to be  - you can only hope for the best and pray that all the hard work you put into that ten page paper or the hours of studying you did to pass that test finally pay off - but in ( Read more... )