I've been doing a lot of thinking lately...about love, life, friends, what I want to do with myself, who I want to be around ...all that good stuff. Well, here's a bit of what I've learned. The people in my life I value the most are the ones who have inspired me to create art. I've written poetry, prose, and plays about them; I've made books and ( Read more... )

This past semester has been one of the most hectic that I've ever been through...but now I'm done!! That's right; I am now a college graduate. It's actually very surreal, kinda like a birthday. It means something, but at the same time, you don't really feel any different. I'm just so fricken happy to be done. No more school, until I choose to ( Read more... )

-I'm tired of analyses ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what this entry is for, other than I'm tired of writing journals on Myspace where everyone feels obligated and hurt when they can't read your blogs. You know, people, sometimes blogs aren't for others...sometimes blogs are just for me. And, that should be okay. So, what has been happening? Well, slept with another friend of mine. ( Read more... )

Lots of things have bene running through my mind lately....the main one (which everything is stemming off of) is what I'm going to do after graduation. I HAVE NO CLUE! *sigh* Really. I have a lot of ideas of what I'd like to be doing, but I have no real clue of what it is exactly that I'll be doing. There are so many things I want to do: ( Read more... )

So, I slept with my best friend on Monday night. I know; I surprised myself. Well, that was the first surprise. Then, random thoughts when through my head of us getting together, or dating, hanging out more. Things were not turning out as I had thought, as I had envisioned our friendship turning out. Then, he replied to the invite I sent him ( Read more... )

More of the same old things: love, loss, life, and my own personal thoughts. I'm not quite sure why I'm writing at this point in time, since I should be doing homework and rushing to work so that I can rush to school. Just wanted to write something that wasn't related to any of those previous things, I guess. But, even as I write this, my ( Read more... )

It's been almost a month, and even as I'm typing this, I know I should be doing my fatty research paper for STUPID Laura Hope....*grrr*. But, I feel even more compelled to type than I do to spend some time writing out a paper I've already written out in my head. So, here goes ( Read more... )

It's been so long, and with good reason...I've had no time. Where to start? I got over my problem this past week. No, not the GTGA problem, but the "boy, what is that feeling of impending darkness...oh wait, that's depression" problem. Man, it hit me hard this time. Too much going on. I should have seen it, and I didn't. But, not to worry, I ( Read more... )

Yea, so lately I've been dealing with issues of my friend going with the "Gabby Tested; Gabby Approved" method of living life...and, it really sucks. Apparently, anything that I've had before anyone else is deemed worthy enough for the masses. Can I just say: I love nerds, people. I love people who are on the same level as I am...not the retards ( Read more... )