so we spoke. and are together until further notice. i read the entry tonight where i confessed my love for him to myself. funny. dammit we've been together so long! and i still want him livejournal. i want him all the time all to myself. its always like the first time. i want my hands permanently glued to him and i just want to shrink him and put ( Read more... )

im listening to quiet by rachael yamagata. its one of those songs you listen to over and over and over again. and you cry to it. and it brings back a lot of old feelings ( Read more... )

it was 109 degrees today. one hundred and nine. it was miserable. like walking around in an oven all day ( Read more... )

so nice to use a working computer ( Read more... )

computer still broken. at lehman again ( Read more... )

my computer is still broken. im at lehman ( Read more... )

i love the warm weather. today my mom was late in picking me up, and i waited outside. i was frustrated at her for being so slow cause i could have gotten there faster on foot, but i saw tony laying in the shade. and i was like damn, he has the right idea. and i chilled out. and i went in my backyard, which truthfully i havent stepped foot in for ( Read more... )

I GOT SEX AND THE CITY!!!!!!
i wasnt expecting it to come that fast. and i woke up this morning and went downstairs and there it was. i was screaming for like 10 minutes. and then i sat on my bed and hugged it for another ten minutes and then i read all the episodes even though ive seen them all, which was like another half an hour. then i watched ( Read more... )

It's a lie. Its a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully. And all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say its beautiful because thats what they want to see. But the people in the photos are sad. and alone. But the pictures make the world seem beautiful, so the exhibition is reassuring which makes it a lie. And everyone loves a big ( Read more... )

so i get tired at like 12. and i lay in bed and somehow im still up at 3:30. and i waste plenty energy in the day, i walked to and back from yaels, but it doesnt matter, i can have done a shitload of things in the day, and cant fall the fuck asleep. basically sleep can fuck itself in the face ( Read more... )