i figured i'd update this thing while my boss has stepped out for the next indefinite number of hours ( Read more... )

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it's still hard for me to trust people. shit!

Q:
why do i sit here waiting my day away?

A:
a. there isn't shit to do.
b. don't have any money.
c. nothing seems worth the effort.
d. i'd rather see him than not.
e. all of the above.

well ladies and gentlemen, the answer is e.

life is fucking weird. over the past week so many different things have happened. i'll condense all of these events into a list.

1. last friday, chris and i decided we needed to get healthier, mentally. but just drink sometimes. needless to say, we spent all weekend drinking.
2. saturday, amanda had her 19th birthday party at her new house. that was ( Read more... )

    so, here's an update on the status of that list from the last entry ( Read more... )

how did i go from being so happy just last year to this mess i am now ( Read more... )

the past two nights have been great. i'm still a bit turned on. it's really not only sexual. it's a combination of that, the events that have happened, and the music i'm hearing. basically, i just hope things continue to go well.

just 7 lbs. to go till my first tattoo (it's a reward, you know? i'm preventing that freshman fifteen from happening).

i would do anything to have a picture or two from each day of the past one-and-a-half years. all i have are the pictures on my old phone, which isn't chargeable at the moment, and then there's everything inside my head. all those memories are just so lovely.

god, i miss having a lot of pictures. i did over the summer, till the computer crashed for ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if you're still here ( Read more... )