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on the way home, as i sped down wellington with tears welling up in my eyes, my cheeks swollen and hot, the sound of everything i passed coming in and fading out rapidly, i realized: i'm not normal. i'm not addicted to drugs. i'm addicted to feelings.
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hypothetical question:
if you genuinely loved someone, and you thought they were great, with absolutely nothing "wrong" with them, and you could truly be yourself around them, would you want to be with them?
i don't get boys. really, i don't.
i want everything to just be better.
i want for everything to be beautiful.
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so what's your offer?
so my paycheck was $294.76 or something.
now take out $170 for that speeding ticket (would have been $160 had they not placed a "convenience charge" on the website)
then take out $24 for my license renewal.
then take out $20 or so for various things.
i only have $81.88 left. i could have bought some kickass clothes. i need to start driving better.
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college is cool. other aspects of my life are not.
but i'm going to learn to deal with this.i can't be so selfish. i may be the coolest motherfucker around. after all, i have great hair and a comely face, a body like a coke bottle and killer wit, and a laid-back attitude about damn near everything. and one day i'll make someone extraordinarily ( Read more... ) -
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i love those people that go and start hanging out with your old friends like they've always been in good with each other when in actuality, that is not the case. -
nothing's something that's important to me.
wow! last night was fun. me, chris, kayla, and kaleb went to amanda's and got our drink on, then went swimming. amanda and hunter are quite the bartenders. talk of mash-ups and smart computer talk was abound, and the tunes were kickin'. basically, i wish i could have a repeat of last night like, every night ( Read more... ) -
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i have been lost since saturday night, and i just need someone to talk to that can try to understand and help me through things. i've always been good at arguing, but this is something i just can't argue my way out of. -
i'm not surprised at all and really, why should i be?
things were so different when i didn't yet have a car. especially the pictures i took. we used to get rides from our parents or one of our older friends, and go do some zany shit, because we looked at the weekends as a break. and everywhere we went, i took pictures. great pictures. meaningful ones, too, sometimes ( Read more... ) -
my happiness depends on you and whatever you decide to do, jolene.
summer begins basically thursday when i get out of school. i'm very excited for it. but there is nothing i want more than to have everything i ever loved about last summer back ( Read more... )