wrapping up yet another day here in school...boring as usual mainly because we're not learning much atm...we just got our books in and this is the third week of class...that sucks...well currently I'm not actively seeking a relationship...but if I find someone worth the time and effort to date, then I'll go for it but I'm happy just being me and ( Read more... )

SELF ESTEEM ( Read more... )

To those types of people who think its nice to blow people off to hang out with other people, its not humorous, or nice...if you don't want to hang out with someone let them know...don't lead them on in any way...if you're going to cancel give a call, use myspace, whatever...cause its better that, than thinking "You're not important enough to ( Read more... )

It's easier to run ( Read more... )

"Lose You Tonight ( Read more... )

Thats me...Too bad no of you people will ever read this...I've lost everything...Brandon has started breaking promises, Shae has left me for Todd...I'm alone in this sad little world...Though I dare not take my own life because those people that do STILL care for me would be heart broken...and everyone keeps telling me that I'll get over Shae, and ( Read more... )

Great I've found my OLD ways...before I knew any of my friends except for BB...Goody ( Read more... )

There's this pain deep inside ( Read more... )

I just don't get this...I care about myself...but it FEELS like no one cares about me...so I'm going to drop off the face of the planet and see if anyone even misses me...See if anyone notices I'm gone...I need to know if I'm worth ANYTHING to ANYONE...

I just thought about something on the ride home from school...I have found the error of my ways...the reason me ans Shea didn't work before is because we lost our passion...I'm going to get mine back...I'm going to find my passion in my life just like she found hers...I'm going to go on a STRICT diet and start taking hydroxycut for my weight...I'm ( Read more... )