So I'm getting this horrible sinking feeling in my stomach, and that yearning ache in my chest: something terrible is going to happen. I would just blame it on the Shadowland book I'm reading, but it happened before I started it. I have a bad feeling about tomorrow, I'm going to court, I just don't know what to to with myself; I think I'm going ( Read more... )

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So things are looking up. Financially I have a plan, I'm going to be ok, so I'm not so worried about that. My sister is a dear and let me use her phone, so I can get in touch with people if it's important. I'm starting to shed the last few bits of nastiness from me, and getting to know more people that I like. I'm also working on some things I ( Read more... )

So. The bad news is, I'm hanging onto my sanity by a thread. I keep having to blink back tears, and when people ask how everything's going I lie, to not be that person constantly bitching.
The good news is, I'm hanging on by a tread-I haven't let go yet!
Things are gonna be ok, I just have to remind myself every once in a while. :)

I've decided that my life is a bit stagnant lately. I've elliminated a lot of the drama, but that leaves me with a slightly smaller pool of friends and less...nights out, I guess? So, I'm going to be taking up some new hobbies. I would also like to meet some new people. Things are finally starting to look up for me and I'm trying to diversify ( Read more... )

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I don't know what to write.

Do you ever feel like you're fading away and there's no one around to notice?

I'm getting an appartment by Feb. 1st, hopefully, I looked at it Monday and I fell in love, it's nice and open and spacious. Haven't gotten a call yet, I'm calling tomorrow to check up. Work is going nicely, getting my overtime check this Friday. And yet again, the feeling that my world is falling apart, and a terrible aching lonliness like I ( Read more... )