i'm not a ghost anymore. touch me, i'm not transparent ( Read more... )

 here they are ( Read more... )

 i love my bed ( Read more... )

 i probably should be doing my history project right now. funny how the thoughts running wild throughout my head somehow always manage to distract me...

last night, i had what most people would label a 'very bad night.' somehow, i managed to pull through it, and by my own accord, no one else's. when i felt that i really needed someone to talk to, i ( Read more... )

i am better than this.
i am better than this.
i am better than this.

i walked away. just one time, but it's a step.

fuck everybody who said i couldn't do this. i'll prove you all wrong.
i'm going to get better in spite of everyone, even myself.

i finished my college essay. i'm happy with it.

basically.
fuck everyone.
i hate everyone omitting maybe 4 people ( Read more... )

i'm fucking BUSY this week.

monday: doctor's appt @ 6 with michele.
mock trial memorization.
general homework.

tuesday: mock trial after school.
peer counseling journal.
general homework.

wednesday: possibly staying with my mom?

thursday: drs appt @ 3 with donna.
history project @ lindsay's.
seminar @ aimee's.
basically - MESS.
i actually need to do my history ( Read more... )

 i am happy ( Read more... )

 i feel as if i'm finally returning back to my old self.

it's about goddamn time.

my heart hurts. not figuratively, literally. it's beating about 234984 miles per minute and won't calm the fuck down. i'm really worried.

oh, the things i do to myself.

 a note to assholes ( Read more... )