truth be told. david ford makes me want to throw up all kinds of sadness. i don't care if he's damien rice all over again. that's just how he makes me feel ( Read more... )

oh! and! did i tell everyone i'm moving to ft. wayne in august with newty, lil kris, and jeremy bush? well i am! we're getting a house! you can come visit! yay!

i got a second job at gubi's ( Read more... )

i just give up. & i just don't care. and i get worn out ( Read more... )

i think i've officially lost it again. & i hate myself when i get so drunk i don't remember things. & i think i'm a horrible friend. i need to think of everyone as friends & not "potentials." i need to chill the fuck out.

i would never ever ever ever want to be either of you.

i've never laughed so hard in my entire life. i keep saying this in the very same situations. i think i've learned my lesson. i am very proud of scotty. what a fun night.

all i remember hearing you say was "i bet you're hard to get over." i didn't even bother to follow up to see if it was true or not. i'm literally 100% scared to death of everything right now. i don't think anyone will ever understand that. ever. if it happened before with a joke, why wouldn't it happen again with the truth?

but it seems to be a repetitive feeling ( Read more... )

is it better to be wanted, or needed?