It's been such a long time since I've even thought about this journal. A lot has changed, and than again a lot has stayed the same. I guess it changed at first and than went back to the way it was supposed to be. The man that caused me so much hurt in my youth, the one that made me over the edge crazy is still in my life. Except the only way he's ( Read more... )

lol

Merry Christmas... and stuff??
I feel so spoiled.
I got a cell phone and a laptop for Christmas.
I got one of them sliding phone from virgin mobile...
ironic name ehh?

moms making soup...
yum must go eat now.

*Updating in because im to lazy to make a new entry :)* So presents all opened ( Read more... )

Wow so just got back from the mall ( Read more... )

So today is going to be such a bull shyt day ( Read more... )

So today had been fun ( Read more... )

Okay so my time thing is fucked up ( Read more... )

Okay so I'm in Jersey again ( Read more... )

Yesterday was amazing... almost perfect ( Read more... )

I don't know how to feel right now.
Scared? or Lonely?
Should I wait a little longer to tell him?
Those are all the things I should feel and should do...
but instead I'm excited, it's something new...
and I wanna tell him.
Except I know it would ruin his life if it it true.
Gee could I really have gotten myself knocked up at sixteen?