Okay, so heres the deal. I've been thinking about blogging on a different site since it seems as though no one is really on here much anymore. So, if I find a site I like, I'll let you know. Also, I need a book to read. I have a couple that I would like to read with people but I'm afraid to bring it up kindaish. However, if you have a book ( Read more... )

I have been working at the coffee shop for a few months now. I really enjoy the job but recently something came up that really got me fired up. I was confronted with the idea of opening a bakery. I can make bread and several people have told me they really like it. I really enjoy making bread and baking in general. I always have enjoyed baking... ( Read more... )

So I've been trying really hard with the baby to do everything right. And most of it I've been doing on my own. John helps at night but he works all day so there is only so much he can do. Well this leaves me feeling stressed. And our money situation sucks mostly because we live in a house that we rent from a jerk who hasn't been understanding or ( Read more... )

Yeah, long time huh? Well I've had stuff happening and eventhough that isn't a good excuse just wait until you're in my postition someday and then you'll understand. I'm out of the hospital finally. Thats exciting news to say the least. I've been out for about a week and a half now. But last week was pretty hard. I Had to be in the hospital for a ( Read more... )

Lame title, I know.  But it fits tonight sorta...better than anything else at least. I need to get some stuff off my mind apparently before I go really psycho and storm the city electric company ( Read more... )

So Many things have been happening. I'm not even sure where to begin. Okay. So I believe I've mentioned before about how John and I have talked about marriage for several months now. And it hasn't been just idle talk. We have been talking seriously about it. Our serious conversations about it actually began when we were still in South Dakota. We ( Read more... )

What does it mean when someone tells you, "just write a little blurb about yourself..." ? Well fine, I'll attempt to write a blurb about my life in the last few days and maybe we can discover exactly what a blurb should be defined as ( Read more... )

So I've stayed fairly busy. I've also been sick since shortly after getting down here. I work in a shit hole of a place which I generally hate. I was a manager but now I'm not and nobody really knows what I am now including the owner of the place. Its another grocery store....I loathed working at hy-vee whatever possessed me to put an app in at ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday. I finally took some time off work and life a little today. I'm here in Oklahoma and things are going okay. I hate my job very thoroughly. I in fact dispise it. But I am looking for one with higher pay and better benefits so I don't think my current displeasure will last. I think its too hard to sum up everything that has ( Read more... )

Everything is going great. except money. I hate the "real world" I work my ass off to help others. Loaning money until they can get back on thier feet and I wind up so screwed I can't see straight. And who is there to help me out? Who loans me money til I get back on my feet? no one. everyone I've helped out disappears. Fuck that. Seriously why the ( Read more... )