I miss him a lot.

I try, I really do. But I always end up being taken for granted.

I spent saturday with markest and it was trés fun and delicious. He only stayed saturday though. Figures, because I have a case of the stomach flu today. It's been terrible. quarantined and everything.

1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will ( Read more... )

ugh, tonsillectomy.

yeah, I need friends.

it's miserable. i mope around the house, practice, read, that's it. it sucks not being able to communicate with your boyfriend 400 miles away and knowing that he's meeting all these new people, specifically girls, and he doesn't seem to understand what's acceptable and what's not. it's a horrible feeling when you want to talk to someone so badly, ( Read more... )

Mark and I went to see the Dark Knight tonight. By that I mean I went at 7 and he went at 8. But it's all good. My parents are just like that. He had planned to go anyway, but my dad decided that he wanted to go see it too, just earlier. What a coincidence.

I hope tomorrow will be a nicer day.

he's leaving on the 15th. I already feel like he's a part of me, yet I look forward to getting to know him even better and getting closer. I'm just so worried about the college environment- you know, new place, out of sight/out of mind, crazy desperate chicks throwing themselves at him---agghhh. so worried. I just hope we see each other enough ( Read more... )

I hope he will always be there.