"what do you say to taking chances?
what do you say to jumping off the edge?
never knowing if there's solid ground,
or a hand to hold, or hell to pay,
what do you say? what do you say?"

::crosses fingers::

I’ve hit a severe regression ( Read more... )

Finished Quarterlife Crisis. It was decent - at least acknowledges that this is something that multiple people endure, however, it didn't really provide any advice on how to overcome it. Hmmm... back to the drawing board ( Read more... )

"and I don't want to hear you tell yourself ( Read more... )

It's amazing to read my last post from a little over a year ago: all the women, who are independent, throw your hands up at maaaaaaeeeeee. Where the hell did that girl go? I think I need an intervention - and she needs to give it to me ( Read more... )

So I went on a date today...and it was horrible. Not that he was a terrible guy - he was cordial, paid for everything, etc…but he was just so horribly awkward, didn't laugh at a word I said and did not mesh well with my personality. We went out to dinner and a movie - which was fine - something to keep me busy on a Saturday night. He held my ( Read more... )

it's funny how I've come to find this livejournal roughly every year since I used to write in it religiously - and it's crazy to think that the undertones of most of the journals are still relevant today ( Read more... )

"where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to fall,
crop circles in the carpet,
sinking feeling

spin me round again,
and rub my eyes,
this can't be happening,
when busy streets a mess with people,
would stop to hold their heads - heavy"

everything is wrong, but nothing is wrong. that's what hurts the most.

Well I presented my grad school research presentation to my father and - thank the lord - he FINALLY understood that it is totally infeasible for me to go to grad school in business without first gaining some professional experience. That was SUCH a relief. A lot of his qualms were because he thought I was going to have a kid soon (?!?!?!?) and ( Read more... )

Sooo...in regards to my last post. Apparently my drunkenness was more hillarious than it was violent and therefore the only person really pissed about my behavior was Mike. Which still isn't the greatest...but at least I didn't make as huge of a scene as I thought I did ( Read more... )