So Many Cracks In The Floor

Climbing through the dirty windowYou escape the dirty street
Business went sour
Been rotting and you’re complaining
Because they’re watching and
Maybe it hides the pain
Though you’re still naked

In the shower cleaning up
A bad deal
A cruel john
Didn’t even want to take the money
You’re bleeding and
Talking to yourself again
Maybe it ( Read more... )

War Song  -  Dream #1

I can feel the bombs in my feet. Base drums in the ground. The darkest clouds are on fire and bleeding sinister light, ripping a patchwork sky. They’re hiding in the high columns of the gathering storm clouds, dropping death from search light halos onto the watching people. The vicious roar of larger-than-life planes, drowning ( Read more... )

I Curse and Forsake This Weak, Undeserving and Complicated World That You Gave Up Brother

We were gifted all the years with our birth
All the ages together
Climbing the mountains of our lives and
Feeding the wonder to our
Starving eyes fixed wide open

In the length of the oceans
We found the stars at night
Strength in the deep dark
Fingers laced like our ( Read more... )

I just cry
Like a stone well inside me
Has broken at the foundations
From an earthquake
Smaller aftershocks still
Unsettling what’s left of me

My childs heart is calling
For retreat, for mommy
Somewhere soft and dark
To hide in
She’s begging death
For sanctuary

Floodwater and drowning inside
I am a spring deep in the earth
And my eyes are bleeding her
Endless ( Read more... )

Blind Hearts that Pump Through Holes

I let the sun on my skin
Pretend I don’t burn
I’m not burning here.
I just lay ash
On my eyelids
And rub it deep into my
Bones

Some ghost of a shadow
That is me
Is reaching into my eyes
Watching your smile
I am coughing
Retching
Startled, and rip back
Now I know, I’ve gone and
Done something

Oh, I’m afraid of me now

I found ( Read more... )

Sometimes It Feels Like A Presence Insisting Attention

Only my shadow is here
And I am that
Empty and hollow
A projection of pain
Stretching the lines
Of my face to show
Each agony it’s seen

And I remember
Promises, promises that it would fade
I remember
Followed all this way and tearing at my back
I remember

It’s still all here
Inside of me
All of those faces
I ( Read more... )

I Have Strung Me In Mirrors And Light

My focus is sharp
Like a knife
Pressing against your
Vital organ of choice

Who am I,

I know that you can feel it
When I practice
Capturing you with my eyes
Most times you don’t look away
I hope that I have no talent
And you could
But you just don’t

To You?

What do you feel in me?
Have I hidden somehow when
I am so stupidly ( Read more... )

Announcing my 20th Birthday party! This sat the 27th at 7pm at my mom's house. Booze and food provided. Bring your own bud. We're going to have a fucking good time, and you're invited!

RSVP via message, txt, call, email, whatever as long as I know you're coming. Crash space is limited but available, reserve it now.

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I Buried My Soul In The Need That I've Found

I saw you in the morning
Risen sun shining behind your heart
You were smiling then
I felt your burning fingers
We walked into deep night
And stained city streets

Your eyes said that you knew
I felt the hopeless morning with my lips
Remembered the cold gray days
I was so lost when I woke
I never found myself
I never ( Read more... )

Turn Around And Look At Me

We’re coffee warmed and gone up in smoke
The morning is always colder than expected
Lips sore with a smile never caught your eyes
Even the ever shrinking words can’t cover
You love these eyes
But you won’t look
Why don’t you look me in the eyes

I glow in the satisfaction of your nearness
Let my soul soak slowly in the sighs of my ( Read more... )