"Love Me, So Sorry, But Baby, You Made Me Do It"

You’re threading your words through my fingers
And demanding that I make them true
Enough is never enough unless it hurts
Screaming always that I should feel it too

I hear it too
Trust me, I’ll make me trust you
When the fear comes

You’ve spent what little bit of me I gave you
Your hatred smiled as you took ( Read more... )

"Your Presence Shakes The Insignificance Of My Soul"

Built a shell for me of iron
To hide and to hurt in
Ragged segmented remains of a supposed self
Bared and took me with them
When they fell they looked like stones

Darkness crawled and seized in me
Flexing in a morbid void of deep water
I rescued her wounded hatred tenderly
Broken hands caressed the ( Read more... )

Don't You Look So Fucking Precious Now

Blind shadows are moving within you, but I can see
I’ve colored you red and long loved your screaming
I taste your frantic heartbeat in my deep dreaming
Closed my eyes to enjoy my teeth sunk and ripped
Torn that perfect throat a wet gaping second smile
Laughing as I swallow your words whole and bloody
Knowing ( Read more... )

There Is No Hope For The Wicked
for James

Your pain is glass and strung from
Fragile hollow ribs, bone on bone
I want to steal it away so maybe
The hole where it hangs would heal
And I could make you whole again

You’ve opened the curtains
Pointed my eyes through your window
I can see all of the walls
High ceilings hung with it
Violence dripping sickly sweet
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Death Always Soothes A Murderous Soul

I’d love to see what would bleed
If I broke open your twisted world
Mine is pouring out of my twisted soul
And I never did stop bleeding
You’ll pay for what you took from me
You’ll take back what you gave to me
I’m mirroring your monstrosity now
Taken it to heart now, and reaching
So I can tear your fucking heart out

You ( Read more... )

The Only Constant In My Heart Is You

Chase me away baby, try to run away
When the end comes, I’ll still be here
Like I came in the beginning, unbelieving
Watching your eyes move under my skin
Tasting your matching heartbeat again
Don’t ever leave, no, I won’t ever leave, oh
Waiting and knowing all this time was
Just hard enough not to break

I was made to ( Read more... )

All Your Fine Lines Just Got A Little Thicker

Sightless eyes, might as well be dead
Might as well
(Don’t I yearn sometimes?)
Reanimated, strung up puppet
Retching as these bones rattle
Might as well
Sand-ridden veins haltingly grind
Limbs twitch and seize “inhumanly
Un-human, not human, same difference”
Might as well
(But I’m wearing a smile!)

I’ve my heart in ( Read more... )

The Aftermath Of Love And Betrayal

When the phone dropped it echoed inside me
I had smiled as I said goodbye, smiling now
Shock runs through me and I’m left numb
I had smiled as I said goodbye, fading now
All I could muster for the lover leaving
Love gone and left me alone, my heart

Aching, there is nothing, there is nothing here
there is nothing
there is ( Read more... )

If You Heard All The Sounds, Would You Lift Me Off The Ground?

HER.Her thoughts. Him.

This isn’t happening, you don’t even know me!
I would never let you in.
Why won’t you let me?
I’m too crazy, jaded, I would destroy you.
Because it would hurt me so bad...
We would never let you.
Damaged, used goods. Look at these!
Do you know what they mean?
Tallied in ( Read more... )

I've noticed as I hear about the things going on in other peoples lives...that everything has just gone to shit....All of my friends are going through MAJOR trials in their lives right now...and it leaves me thinking...what the hell? Is this some sort of cosmic flux or the signs of impending doom? Or is it just the way the wind's a blowin ( Read more... )