Ignorant Affection Is Your Flame To My Water

I will smile gently this fragile morning
Even that is harsh and grinding
Gaping maw with too many teeth
Crooked and burning in this tension
Mirrored in the black fire underneath
The surface of my knowing gaze
You misunderstand, misread the whispers
Taking it as wanting tainted by youth
Scarred by the pain worn ( Read more... )

Absence Destroys What Heart You Have Left

The light in your eyes is gone
Like you’re fading from the inside
Weaker smiles dripping apathy
Twitching fingers long to hide
I hurt like that here
You burn in it there
I’d kill for it here
You’d never dare

I am a blazing canvas
Wiped clean in the worst way
Bleached out my veins
The pain breaks when your away
You hurt ( Read more... )

The Death Of Time Is Better Than Death Itself

I am ticking behind my eyes
My mind is clockwork held
Following known paths and circles
Through the memories and nostalgia
Of all my moments deaths
Mourned in the pain I tread upon
Drown in without ever assuming
That might I reach, I would find

The past is a conciousness within me
Ever replaying my secret horrors
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Being Realized By Love Is Deeper And More Painful

Stumbling through haze that drags me down
Struggling with the possibilities
Sifting through for something
Anything that wouldn't be a waste of time
Next to spending it all with you
You're miles away and I can't get closer
Save that all my thoughts are yours
And it kills me now, I finally know
What it is to ( Read more... )

Learning To Heal, Learning To Crawl

Without you I am naked in this un-sureness

These shallow breaths lend me no strength
To fight the weakness of this wounded mind
Pressure washed eyes that hold a knowing
Of the worst evils that lurk in this world
Reality can be stretched and bent, you see
Into whatever it takes to give it sense
Without lies we would break ( Read more... )

"Death, Bring Back The Time You Have Stolen"

Minutes are falling from the clock
Numbers and letters shed by the calendar
The walls are cracked, dust settled
I am hiding in the spaces left
Shuddering in the shadows of memories
Eyes wide and a shattered mind
Make me whole again
You make me whole again

Tangled and hanging in my web
My loving hands wove my noose
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You Are The One Reason Good Enough To End The Pain

Fingers twined around sweaty palms
Pulsing scars-lined-ready arms
Trembling lips with fear-filled eyes
I am ready.
I am ready.
I am ready, I am tired.

Strengthened steps without direction
Mistakes and falls lacking correction
Numb and razor blades fill me again
I am ready.
I am ready.
I am ready, I am tired.

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Morbid Words Have More Power Over The Strong

Glass lace has strung itself through me
Candle-lit eyes and trembling fingertips
Voiceless, tongue-less in the wreckage

The walls are stained and torn again
My words do not hang like mirrors
On the deafening silence of this place
They crawl through my thoughts
Interrupting the memories I’ve brought
To fight the ( Read more... )

AREN'T YOU SICK OF THE SAME THING?!

I am awakened
Torn and cast down and spit upon
The proverbial veil
I have picked away the scabs
On my long-closed eyes
And taken new breath
New steps amongst the blind
I have refused to be condemned
Taken my choices upon me
I will not accept the truth given
Or the lies already received
I will not decorate my pain
And hang it ( Read more... )

Happy new year ya'll!

You know the drill, a look back on this past year. Compile the first post for every month in '07 and post it.

( CRAZY ASS YEAR )