bloodfest was...amazing. the fire marshall shut it down at the warehouse because there werent enough fire exits. ANY excuse to end the rave. pigs. it was moved to an animal sanctuary way out north, past avondale. me and jaime were so pissed, but turned out to be suprisingly fun. mmm and we found good pills! speedy pills FINALLY. oh we were rolling ( Read more... )

feverish disconnected ramblings its to shed the crazy like a skin thats gotten dull and uncomfortable. stream of consciousness is the only way to be. i was infautated because he was my father in another body. electra complex? perhaps. i have a strange relationship with my father. it was infatuation did i ever really love him? controlling posessive ( Read more... )

 ouch i hurt. pieces of my cervix are missing. they tried to cut all the sickness out. chills permeate my body. is it cancer? has it finally gotten to be cancer? the doctor said it got way worse since my last appointment. i have to go back in a week for the results. anxiety. fear. im cold. i cant have cancer. i feel fine ( Read more... )

my body aches. the good kind of hurt, ive been dancing the night away. club crawl was fun. security didnt even card me! he just grabbed my breast and then let me through. i was pissed that he touched me, but i didnt say anything, considering i was under 21. i didnt really get that drunk, i had a magarita, and long island tea, and some beer. there ( Read more... )

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i feel so trendy, im at a coffee place with my laptop! i needed the get to the internet and i couldnt get a network from my house so i thought that i would try a caf'e. mmm....i was incredibly horny earlier. i still am. but the urge to fuck is slightly sated, at least for today. i went came to study because i dont have anything else to do, but ( Read more... )

i want to get out of here so badly. i didnt go to work today. well...i am going to go to work, but i have homework that needs to be done. i didnt do anything all weekend after "earthdance" more like the biggest dissapointment in my life! mmm. im at the library right now. and all i can concentrate on is that i want to leave tucson. not permanently, ( Read more... )

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what to do when they drop  that nuclear bomb:
drop to the floor. wait for debris to stop falling. clear your area. IF YOU ARE NOT VAPORIZED GET UP AND KILL!

four minutes left til tyranny. breaks are so pointless, theyre a vehicle to make me realize how stuck at work i am.  2hours break 2 hours lunch 2 hours break 2 hours go home, it never ends! i could get a job as a studio photographer again but im addicted to corporate money i suppose. the air outside is almost crisp, hurry fall hurry.