2nd attempt to donate plasma, second time ive been DENIED! except she told me today that if i get here at exactly eight o clock saturday morning, she'll take me first. i will be there plastered all ova that bitch. i need my plasma money for ecstasy. last night i threw a shit fit, the neighbor musta thought i went insane. which i did, i suppose. i ( Read more... )

 the human body holds so much blood. i dont know if he was dead or not, but as they loaded him into the ambulance i didnt have much hope. it was the perfect introduction to my day at work. hmm.

the moon is pretty, the air is cold, my hands are sticky, my eyes are tired, the bricks are hard against my skin is dry but soft at the same time

i wish i had pot. i cant even pretend that theres resin to be raped from the pipe anymore.

everybody! steve erwin is dead. 
like no one saw that coming.

my gynocologist is insane. it smells like skittles coffee and bleach. i always get the most interesting calls. talked to a guy who claims to have been jumped by a 'UPS gang' .

work isnt giving me any work to do. my job now is how to spend six hours staring at a computer screen trying to look busy and attempting not to go insane. oh well. i could be delivering newspapers to old people. and i get to do my homework. as long as i dont get caught. a cat got into my apartment last night. well im assuming thats what happened ( Read more... )

picked a flower and detached the entire bush. no more flower picking for me! i love early morning, i hate getting up to experience it. a lady tried to sell me a nutragrain bar for one dollar. too much dollar, not enough nutragrain. i like not seeing my parents very often. they tend to be kind of pessimistic about my life. i dont think thats how its ( Read more... )

little israeli girls signing bombs that will go into lebanon.people laugh and think thats cute. the world is fucking evil.

'thanks for the E! ill get you back later' 
that was in an email someone sent me. hmmm...nice to hear other people are enjoying their lives as well. 
i met a guy at the gas station last night. we talked for awhile. he has the kindest face and most beautiful smile ive ever seen. hes from colorado. i gave him my number, he gave me his, perhaps ill see ( Read more... )

i dont know if my optical nerve is going crazy or what. for the past few days i keep hallucinating. not anything wild or things that arent exactly there. but i can hardly read because the letters keep dancing. shadows in the corner of my eye little dots that shouldnt be on my clothes. i hope it stops soon.