stewart is bahaving like a fiend, as usual. As i sit writing, he sits on my shoulder trying to find my ear under my hair. He has learned how to jump off the table and onto my chest, and crawl from my shoulder to the tip of my fingers. He has learned to not cry when i roll over and squish him in my sleep, and to eat like a javelina. HE growls, ( Read more... )

his beautiful eyes
pale, sincere and thoughtful search
are the searching me?

the javelinas
angry and oily like summer
here in zapata

stephen plays guitar
sings, sits and plays with stewart
what is he singing?

stewart my baby
wild as the bobcats grin
he gave me ring worm

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i fucking hate Bush! i hate people who so vicisouly attack others who don't agree with them. I hate people who agree with things only because mommy, daddy, sister or brother told them to, and i hate gloaters. I those who can't see the difference between being cowardly and being a man wiling to admit a loss. i also hate that bush supporters make me ( Read more... )

lunar exclipse tonight, Sam's club, Tony Roma's, Mall and Lingerie, Wedding invitations, and scrapbooks! what a lovely time. can't wait to start on my scrapbook. i love james, he has a cute butt ( Read more... )

lunar exclipse tonight, Sam's club, Tony Roma's, Mall and Lingerie, Wedding invitations, and scrapbooks! what a lovely time. can't wait to start on my scrapbook. i love james, he has a cute butt ( Read more... )

swollen eyes, nose, lips and huge "balls" in my throat, and still, i am called beautiful. things are progressing just as i planned, and soon i will take over the world. but first, i must run down to the local clinic and steal some antibiotics....perhaps some vicadin too;-) oh yes, and vick's too. that shit stank ( Read more... )

so school was cancelled two days in a row because everyone was sick. i thought i was out to the clearing, but suddenly, last night, i became very ill. i have been laying in bed all day and am quite sore today. another thing that sucks is this friggin south beach diet shit. i am hungry even whilst i am sick in bed! there is something wrong with that ( Read more... )

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December 17th seems to be getting too close for comfort! Alot has been going on here in Zapata, and the weeks have been quite stressful. I have worried about everything from the packet i am creating for the Zapata County Christmas Parade, to whether or not, after all my hard work, i will get fired. I have had dreams of my teeth falling out to ( Read more... )

I wonder sometimes if james' friends really like me. i see them viewing me as some monster that holds him hostage and rarely allows him to eat, breath or see the light of day. I think it is rather the opposite. I moved here to Texas to be with james. As it stands now, due to complications in the Civil Rights Dept, james is without a job, which ( Read more... )