i havent seemed to stop crying, i guess it's been a week now. no, i am not pms'ing. i dont know what it is. life has just seem to spiral downward. everything i onced held dear is either no longer available, appealing, or withing my reach. i have pretty much given up on everyone and everything but myself. I believe what is worse is the fact that i ( Read more... )

"i'll hang around as long as you will let me, and i never minded standing in the rain ( Read more... )

i should not thing about what might have been. life is to be lived, not wished for. who knows, whilst i am remembering the smell of yesterday, a new aroma is dancing in front me. the wind bring me fresh new life, yet it think on yesterday's breeze. i heard a great song on the radio today it goes like this ( Read more... )

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filthy, foul, grody, gross, ignorant, ill-bred, indecent, indelicate, inelegant, insensible, lewd, loud, loud-mouthed, loutish, lowbred, obscene, raunchy, raw, rough, rude, savage, smutty, tacky, tactless, uncouth, unpolished, unskillful,childish, foolish, immature, infantile, juvenile, puerile, silly,afraid, anxious, apprehensive, choked, ( Read more... )

baby, when you got nothing, everything is beautiful, even anger. i breathed today, guess i've been holding my breath for a while now. funny my lips never turned blue. i suppose it would have been easier if i just passed out, but that would have taken out all the fun in suffering. yep, with every cigarette and curse word, i took another breath.

the man who calls me his girlfriend looks at me with longing in his eyes,"you know, i was thinking about how you said you didnt want to be married bc it tied you down, and i got to thinking, we could get married. hell, with you and your law firm, and me and my band on tour, we will never really see each other and i will has the assurance that there ( Read more... )

"hey baby, this is your daddy." silence as i cant believe my ears ( Read more... )

sometimes i am scared of humor. can you see it? you are sitting out in the hot sun, and you really need some water, you dont have any money and you feel like you are about to die. you gather enough energy to go inside and get a glass of water, and as you go to take your first drink, the damned thing falls out of your hands ( Read more... )

the world is full of joy, wildness, inhibitions and sweet smelling flowers ( Read more... )