here we are, a month into school, and ihave failed my first test. who would have thought that old testament pentateuch class could be so tricky? it is not that the class is particularly hard, nor is it that i didnt study, what is was however, was that the questions on the test were so evasive. it was hard to grasp what the professor was trying to ( Read more... )

i wanted to write something great, but i haven't the energy. i am supposed to be writing for 20 mins a day, but i cant seem to sit down for that long. i did manage to snag a nap on the way back to school, and now i sit, at 3am trying to start studying. part of me wants to go back to sleep and forget about the test in old testament. the pentateuch ( Read more... )

it's 6am, and i cant sleep. i have been up way too long and have class in a few hours. i am the only person awake on campus, why dont they wake up? lately my schedule have really been thrown off track. i have class till 3, then sleep till 7 or 8 pm, and stay awake till 6am. today, i think i will just stay awake till my first class starts. i have ( Read more... )

As I sit, looking out my dorm window, I am surprised at how many happy faces I see. I wonder what makes them happy, and if I am the only one who gets depressed. A girl in a pink shirt and white sweater walks by, looking as if she were speaking to the tooth fairy(perhaps the tooth fairy isn’t a good example for some, but I would be happy to see her ( Read more... )

i thought i had it under control, but that is not the case. ihave been trying to get some school work done for the past two days, and i cant seem to do any of it! just today, i have been sitting around for 5 hours, doing nothing at all! i am also afraid that i am going to lose the job that i havent even started. that is pretty bad. seems like ( Read more... )

It is important that no one reads too deep into what i write. i write simply for the joy of it. there are times that i can relate to what i write, and times when i cant, but please dont read too deep and think i have some ulterior motive for what i write ( Read more... )

ever get that feelin that something is not right? that small prick in the bottom of your stomach, which tells you that you have cause to be alarmed? that ever-constant voice in your head telling you to question everything you see because at the moment, reality is anything but real ( Read more... )

you know, i didnt have to worry about you, those walls were waterproof. i laughed as you tried to get near, cheered you, just to watch you fail. things were great when i was in control, or so i thought ( Read more... )

i have been here for a few days, and today has been the first day that i have actually spoken to the people here. you must understand that it is full of rich whites. they are very preppy and pretty stuck up, so i havent made an attempt to talk to them. i have even tried to spite them in wearing truckers hat and a welders hat. hehe ( Read more... )

Is capitalism a bad system ? First let's define the terms."Capitalism is a social system based on the recognition of individual rights, including property rights, in which all property is privately owned ( Read more... )