jesus christ, thank you for my blessings. i am as serious as i can be, and i want to be heard ( Read more... )

seems that i always want to tribute. only, the words never form. i am quick on my feet, but slow to describe this feeling that comes over me. it is a feeling of awe, only i am not frozen, i want to scream, just yell, smile. it is a feeling of heat, only i do not sweat, i get chills from the sheer magnitude of it. it is a feeling of comfort, only i ( Read more... )

it has become apparent to me, through my own revelations, and through comments intended as jokes....I am selfish and do not listen as well as i should ( Read more... )

what the shit, doesnt anyone ever post? the only faithful post-er is jayceebee! for that i thank you justin, it is always a pleasant, and you are always quite entertaining. For all of you who never post, screw you. i hope you lose your ablity to write, much like i have ( Read more... )

Well, i managed to get stage fright yet again. it is funny how things which seem right and good should be ruined by someone who is just plain selfish ( Read more... )

i laid there, engulfed in his arms, thinking i could never be more comfortable ( Read more... )

because it has been a while since i have posted, this should be without poetry or imagination. i suppose first off, i would have to assume that my previous writing's have been poetic or imaginative, nonetheless, if they have not, then humor me ( Read more... )

he told me that my dream is a result of losing control. i have it every night, and i wake with pain literally stabbing me in my jaw. my teeth are also very sore when i wake. perhaps i have been trying to keep my life together. i always thought that i would let fate decide what will happen to me, however if my mouth is sore, then evidently i am ( Read more... )

since james posted his, i have decided to post mine. you guys should love this

three days of eternity have passed. Who says that forever is fun? It is very hard to breathe here, your eyes cross constantly, and blinking makes you nauseous. I have come to the place i once called home, everything is so different. I remember sitting in my home, before i left eternity the first time. I used to wish for forever, thinking of it as a ( Read more... )