Everybody hurts.....yeah that is true ( Read more... )

with the sounds of the ocean crashing/7:30 friday evening/ everything comes tumbling down/i choke back each tear that bleeds/i'd rather rest forever in your arms/i'd rather stay here than go/but i know that i should leave/as i sit here helpless/don't go/you said you wouldn't/you said you couldn't/i think of our time together/is it fading/am i ( Read more... )

Titter tatter, back and forth. Push and pull, come and go ( Read more... )

so the fight is on. i have been told that i do not have a fighting chance of making up all the school work i have missed this last month. so i am going to withdrawl. there is only 5 weeks left of this semester, but that is enough time to work and save up money. my hope is that i can get out of the military so that i can go to school this spring ( Read more... )

tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clowns ( Read more... )

anticlimactic, disapointment, completely bizarre and unexpected ( Read more... )

WE all seem to be searching desperately, as if to find somethng grand. we spend out whole lives aimlessly, tirelessy, obsessively searching and searching and searching, never really knowing what for. Perhaps it is our inherant need for fulfillment that gets to us. Perhaps our fix of so called life run out more quickly than we can supply, thus we ( Read more... )

lame lame lame ( Read more... )

as of late, i have been thinking that my name should be called Jennie. why? well, doesnt it seem to imply more of a little girl, take care of me please, careful what you say and do around because i's sensitive type thinking? I think so. I have been not only whiney, which is an atrocity, but i have come to like it, and have stopped trying to do ( Read more... )

Sundays always wear me out. the day of rest turns out to be the most draining, thus i am most tired on monday morning. this monday is not gonna be pretty. i was supposed to read a 200pg book and write a pg paper on it,but i have not quite done that yet. here is is, 7:45pm and i have yet to finish reading or write the paper. this week ihave three ( Read more... )