he asked if i was an angel. he said that i used to be his special suprise, kinda like that one tree on campus that makes you understand everything, helps you concentrate, and is ever so comfortable on a warm spring day. we used to rush to the bed, see how long it would take us to get warm. i called him the easter bunny, he called me retarded, but i ( Read more... )

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the funniest thing just happened to me. i officially feel like a dork. i walked into the geek store(a cyber gaming/internet cafe), and before starting my gaming, i was going to go heaD TO head on the box(xbox) in some soul caliberII, the head master(cashier gamer dude) was taking too long, so i decided to go ahead and start my game on. all of a ( Read more... )

a struggling father decided to go back to school four years after graduating high school. up until then he has only been a pizza boy. he was a loner, with a broken heart. he watched as his wife crept around, having affairs and lying to him so heartlessly. after many attempts to save his marriage and keep his family together, she wife finally leaves ( Read more... )

as it has been, i am enjoying myself quite thoroughly. going from getting drunk at least once a week to not having anything besides water is quite intoxicating in and of itself. along with the intoxicating vigor that comes from being sober, comes an amazing high. i have got two weeks without any stash, and i am feeling wonderful. i thought this ( Read more... )

this morning is the day that all of our pride of past weeks, mnths spent searching culminates into a malicious debate over who spent what, what didnt get what, and who got what. i dont see how that can be very merry ( Read more... )

baby tell me where'd you ever learn to fight without saying word. then waltz back into my life like its all gonna be alright. dont you know how much it hurts. when we dont talk, when we dont touch, when it doesnt feel like we're even in love, it matters to me. when i dont know what to say, dont know what to do, dont know if it really even matters ( Read more... )

we sat in the dark, taking in the beauty of the night. the hard wood floors, the glare of the computer screen, and the sounds of music ( Read more... )

shit, for the first time in nearly 6 months, i want to go home. trouble is, i am not sure where home is. i wanted to be surrounded by people who love me, but i am not sure that place exists ( Read more... )

there are times that i am inspired, there are times when i feel as i do now, and that is blank. of course it is great to be feeling anything at all, but i wish that i felt genious, warmth, inspiration, understanding, and most of all, stable ( Read more... )