Something is very wrong. I’ve hurt someone and I find that to be the greatest sin. You had ever right to say what you did. I deserve no less. But before you sit in judgement of me I would like to be able to tell you my story. And what I believed was the truth. It was never my intent to hurt you, and for that my heart is grieved. Scholl is over now ( Read more... )

I come to you with open arms. Nothing to hide, believe what I say. I am in one of my girly moods. I want to be held, and kissed. Odd sensation, but there is nothing I can do about it because I can’t be. I haven’t had these feelings in a while. I have been able to repress them quite well. But with leaving, end everything I just want to be loved, and ( Read more... )

Well two days left. You’re the meaning to my life you’re the inspiration. I know it’s plain to see how much I love you when we’re together. I want to have you here beside me. No one needs you more than I. When you love somebody to the end of time, you are always on my mind. Consumer Ed is killing me. It’s so boring. I am supposed to be listening to ( Read more... )

Wow, last night I went to bed at like 10, and as soon as I lay down Anna calls me, so I talk to her for like 45 minuets. And as soon as I got back to bed, and was just about to fall asleep when Ashley called me. I was so happy to hear for her. I miss her a great deal. We did quite a lot of talking, and catching up. She is such an amazing girl. I ( Read more... )

Well, I am done with my senior recital. And it went fairly well, but what is more important is that I had fun. When you breathe I want to be the air for you. I’d steal the sun from the sky for you. Ah… well they say true love is suicide. I wonder if that is true? I suppose it could be. I’ll be there for you. These five words I swear to you. I am so ( Read more... )

Well, six day left. It all seems to fast. But that’s life I guess. That’s what love is for to help us through it. Nothing else can. It gives us the strength to try once more. Wow, that was profound. I need to call EWU. I have to take my placement tests. Ahh… My… it’s just another step saying it’s all over. I do believe that there is a faithfulness ( Read more... )

You are the perfect one for me, and forever will be, and I will love you so for always. That’s a good song. Atlantic Star. I am finding if very difficult to go to school with only 10 days left. So the other day I finally got a hold of Anna. I miss her so much; her and I together were great. Ahh… the memories, and the good times it really sucks at ( Read more... )

I never understood why we as human beings have to feel emotions. Life in general would be so much easier if we could avoid them. But be it a higher power, or what ever you believe in, it can’t be made easy. One would think after this long you would learn how to cope with the everyday natural human emotions, however it becomes rather hard at times. ( Read more... )

I am so stoked I got my braces off today!!! Yea that makes me happy. It took like three hours to get it all off, and it hurt like real bad, but now they are off for good!!! YEA.

Have you ever said or done something so horrible that you would do anything to take it back? Even though you know that you can’t. You set out with the intent to hurt someone, to plunge a knife into his or her heart. And as your blade hits home, and you see the look of pain contort their face you wish you could just die. At that moment you feel like ( Read more... )