I think I want to start posting here again. I've actually been trying for months, but every time I write something down, I just end up closing the browser ( Read more... )

It doesn't happen often, but there are select situations where I don't have the slightest problem being rude to someone, especially when others can't bring themselves to be.

 I really need to learn to be more self supportive on the mental level...

 This is getting hard to deal with. I fix one thing and then something else breaks.

Very slowly though, I'm fighting the system. I need my drive back however.

I have to remember how to get the shit done, to just say fuck it lets do this.

Come what may.

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Psyco: so me an chelsea have sort of an unofficial song

Psyco: <.<

Psyco: >.>

LaDonna: :D

LaDonna: lets hear it.

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 Today I came to deal with one of the harder aspects of Chelsea's health issues, and that was pretty hard. She passed out, something involving the system that governs her heart rate deciding not to govern it. Supposedly theres a very small chance she could not wake up from when she passes out. It's an almost non existent chance but thats not what ( Read more... )

 I really can't stand it whenever certain things come up that bother me and with everything in me I don't believe or feel that they should, but for whatever reason they bring on such a rush of insecurity and anxiety and it takes so much effort to put it off or ignore it that it just locks up my entire existence... and sometime it doesn't even go ( Read more... )

Me: http://www.angstofnorway.com/wp-content/uploads/angst-of-norway-hurr-durr-derp-der-derp.JPG
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Nick: god hates you... and since meeting you, he hates me too

Me: thats what preacher used to tell ( Read more... )

Why do I always get so caught up in the dilema of making the decisions to be who I want to be, or the decisions that would continue to trap me in who I am currently... I wonder if other people dwell on this as much as I do.

My throat is a little better, I can actually consistently handle liquids now and my voice is a little better. I'm so tired of ( Read more... )

Psyco: <.<
Raven: >.>
Psyco: <.<
Psyco: Ur Faceeeeee
Raven: <(>.>-)>
Raven: fail
Psyco: I fail or face fails? :o
Raven: face fails T-T
Psyco: <3
Raven: IM FUCKING EATING HUMMUS!
Psyco: YA CAN STILL HART AN HAS HART! IS NO EXCUSE!
Raven: I DOES!
Psyco: GOOD!!! GOD!!!! FFFFFFFFF
Raven: <33333333
Psyco: :D
Psyco: <.<
Raven: >.>
Raven: <.<
Raven: >.>
Raven: <.<
Raven: >.>
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