Giftmas is coming up fast. My funds are rapidly dwindling ever since my babysitting job was outsourced and I, erm, well, haven't found a new one.

My family is apparently having an "imaginary Christmas" in the tradition of the Flanders on The Simpsons. Lolz. I have no idea what I'ma get anyone. Or my friends, for that matter. Nail polish and ramen ( Read more... )

Being home is hard. I don't mind G-town as much as I used to (because I can avoid everyone who made my life a living hell in high school, except for those now stuck in supermarket jobs [and there are a lot of those]) but I get very downtrodden. I'm away from my beloved school, most of my friends, and everything that Noho has that G-town does not. ( Read more... )

I think I'm trying, consciously or not, to copy Kate Bush's look circa 1978. Ultra-femme, ultra-hot.

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Need more flowy dresses and skirts and black eyeliner. The brown hair, however, I deem unnecessary. Though I did like it when I had it in 2004 and 2007.

I wonder if I'm just going to end up hurting everyone in my relentless quest to find out what I want/be truly happy/get the most pleasure out of my life.

"Center of Attention" by Guster

One of us won't last the night, between you and me it's no surprise ( Read more... )

I've been having severe body aches, fatigue, trouble sleeping, and joint soreness for quite some now. As I'm only 21 this is more than a bit concerning. What's more troubling is that I can't pinpoint what may be making me feel this way; I can only postulate. Signs point to fibromyalgia but that might be a bit extreme. I'm guessing stress might be a ( Read more... )

I already fucked up my chances of doing NaBloPoMo but that's okay. I feel a huge, fantastic change coming on with my life in general.

I wrote a note to myself on an old routing slip that I stole from Synergy (as Louise and Ajay had no use for the pad of them):

TO: Kelly D ( Read more... )

All in all, my "30 Days of Mayhem" plan was a massive success. It got me thinking. . . what if I lived every day like I did in October 2009? Y'know, trying to have fun every single day, in some way. Not one of my worst ideas by far.

Time for an installment of "Bryant Friends Giving Kelly D Compliments That She Remembers From Eons Ago ( Read more... )

I start a new job today (babysitting). I wonder if I have time to read if/when the chilluns sleep. I don't know if the parents might get mad if I'm not paying full attention to their kids (they're babies- an infant and a 2-year-old). Hmm.

I'm so tired. Saving lives is exhausting. Making legends is grueling. Being vague is taxing.