my E string is broke and it sounds like hell, so for today i give up trying to play anything ( Read more... )

last nite i saw dillinger escape plan, between the buried and me, and the band horse. pete gave me a ticket. i think it was the best show ive ever been to, hate to say it but i think it beat the unseen and even rise against ( Read more... )

had some enlightening thoughts last night with a bunch of different people. this hippy guy(not to throw in stereotypes, but he admits it too) ,that is ,let me say one of the most talented artists i have ever met, brought up some really incredible outlooks on things.talked for a really long time because what he and well, everyone said was so ( Read more... )

notice i hate explanation marks.
un-needed enthusiasm sucks.
ah matt doesnt hate me, thank god. matt if youre reading this im sorry, i love you! yah
and jen and i are starting a band where we do hardcore covers of elliot smith.
3 updates in one day is enough to make me puke up this ice cream cone, so fuck this im done.

reading over old entries makes me realize
a.) summer is where its at.. bitches.
b.) i shook my ass alot to mj weezer and uhm....hillary duff
c.) ive been lonely on and off for a while, so i better get on that.

gah. this happens every time, i looked at yesterdays entry and feel embarrassed. theres some unstability for you. i just got out of class, it was more like a presentation though on broadcasting and print journalism. not a damn word for any photographers. i love what this university has to offer. and helen fallon was there. not a good time. and she ( Read more... )

ive always contemplating writing how i really feel in this, but its come to the point i dont care anymore. everyone else is a spectator to my life, and i just need to live it and truly reflect ( Read more... )

man its christmas time, well kinda.
and im sad my room isnt christmasy
i dont have a tree
i dont have lights
i dont have a cute boyfriend to cuddle with
ah
things cant get worse.

i erased this.
but i was sick and bitching.
im sorry

im a girl with a thorn in my side.
yah
confuse me, myself, i . you?