ahhh
im sick
stressd out
poor
i want to go home
and yup ill bitch til i die

i forgot i told randy id go to the marinecore ball with him so now i need a dress ( Read more... )

dont be a fool
dont be blind
heart of mind

dont let him see

im with justin, waiting for him to finish this thing. so in the mean time ( Read more... )

enough of this moping around bullshit
i woke up in a better mood today
no more slurring speech and whiskey for a while
im back to myself i think
time to get wild just like old times
tea and books and socks and Arkansas
and with that said im out of fucking control

its been down and out recently. cant sleep. i only drink, its temporary solution to a depressed conscience. i stay up reading wikipedia. ask me something A-Z, any peticular detail youre interested in? how about the world? the moon and acidity in the back of our throats? the ocean shells? - lets talk about it ( Read more... )

last nite ( Read more... )

i cried. i cry
listened to lots of of montreal the VU ben folds okkervil river and elliot smith
i think that is my sad music
then i took pictures of myself because i look like a zombie
fuck everything. fuck it
that is what this whole scenario has come down to.

this may be completely irrational ( Read more... )

i love listening to bob dylan ( Read more... )