I've spent my Saturday lying in bed having dreams and nightmares. My original plan was that Charlie had begged to see me for about a week, making plans, but then as I wrote about before that was changed to spending the day together. So I wake up..thinking that I have plans and can get out of the house. So I wake up, and get online and he says he ( Read more... )

So Charlie asked me to go out to lunch/dinner with him this Saturday, as friends of course. I was considering it..until I received a phone call. But before we go into that let's hit the past for a moment ( Read more... )

Has it really been four months? Am I four months behind? I know I don’t have a large fan base but I could just beat myself for not posting for four months. Luckily for everyone plenty of drama has been going on. Still jobless..but hopefully on my way to getting a teaching position. I ordered my transcripts, talked with the school board if ( Read more... )

Things have been making me crazy lately. The constant exposure to Grandma is just....infuriating. She has been constantly in my room, giving out my email to the funeral homes to email drawings back and forth. I don't appreciate being woken up at weird hours to receive an email from a funeral bum, which when I open it and show her it just pisses her ( Read more... )

It seems as though it has been forever since I posted on this thing. Maybe its because I feel neglected by an all too small fanbase. *Pout* Or maybe its because I feel myself slipping into the deep dark abyss of depression on a horrid downhill slope of bipolar-ness. Blah ( Read more... )

Down with the holidays I say. My birthday seemed to be the only holiday I enjoyed in the merry month of December. I managed to get a lot of items I had wanted. Between new sets of headphones (I am rather hard and like backups), a new mp3 player Sansa Fuze with extra external memory, and lots of crystals and gemstones. I chose to stay in this year ( Read more... )

Its the holidays and once again I feel as though the grinch. To all my beloveds on here I will updating a longer post as soon as I find out what is wrong with my journal...all the entries are squiiished together. >.

I have a roof over my head and internet access with my laptop. My desktop is broken and god only knows how much it will be to fix that piece of crap. (Hoping on it being fixed for Xmas) I have no food, and very little water. But I do have electricity...so all is not lost. I sleep a lot. A LOT. Like 16 hrs a day. The other 8 I manage to continue ( Read more... )

My backyard, Pensacola Beach is being destroyed! Damn oil.....poor dolphins and wild life...my sanctuary in the night and early morning will be gone. Cleanup crews will be here for two to four years now. Including more time if a hurricane comes...

*Pointedly irritated cloud appears over head*

When I take over world, destroy and kill lying ass BP

I never seem to get on here enough to really update. Being back with Grandma has been an experience in hell and she has just now gotten back from Deleware. She was gone for a month and I'd be lying if I said I didn't wish it was longer. Charlie and I had been having a good time, we could have a few drinks when we wanted, fuck where we wanted to, ( Read more... )