Long time, no see. Months even..when I have an even moment to declare the chaos which has been my life. Quick shot ( Read more... )

*Sigh* So many things can go wrong over such a period of time. I have been so angry and upset I have practically crocheted so many blankets its unreal. I got sick a few weeks ago..for over a week. I could barely breathe, was blowing my nose nonstop and had such an issue I could not work. I used my paid and unpaid time off, but it was not enough... ( Read more... )

Its been so long...I have been at a new job for 90 days almost, making 11.00/hr. However, I almost got fired. You see I work at a callcenter..handling accts for comcast cable...so every day I get to hear people bitching about how they don't wanna pay their bill and how they want everything for free. Usually I take it very well..but there are some ( Read more... )

I still see him at the cottage. He still tries to...play a game. About a month after everything..he offered to be friends with benefits, and one thing led to another and he got head. He then invited me over Sunday..this was on Friday night. I said I didn't know but would get in touch with him..I emailed him Saturday night to say cool and to ask ( Read more... )

He dumped me. He said (On Valentine's Day, AFTER we had sex and he got his gift) that he loved me...but he wasn't in love with me ( Read more... )

Got you with the title didn't I? I appear to fell into the seventh circle of hell. Let me recount the last month or three for you ( Read more... )

So it seems, in Febuary I will be moving back to Gma's to figure out my life. Nothing is wrong with me and the cowboy, but his schedule changes so he will be working nights. He said and I quote, "There's no point to you being here". Yes the comment hurt..more than I would like to admit. He has never given me a full explained reason for wanting me ( Read more... )

Your result for The Kink Spectrum Analysis Test...

Blue (450 nm)

You scored 66% self-confidence and 62% bandwidth!


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So waking up to a beautiful, handsome, glowing face, who will also make you breakfast and bring you, not only coffee in bed but sugar and my favorite creamer as well?!!! I have died and gone to heaven. He is one of those few wonderful men on the planet. Truly ( Read more... )

*Drags self out of bed and over to the compter, half a roll of toilet paper shoved up her nose and her eyes half lidded.* Alright everyone...No more talking about getting sick..because until I came back I was fine, and now I have enough mucus in my head to build a whole new fucking ozone layer. I spent my first day off yesterday watching 10 Things ( Read more... )