So it's been a while...no one is contesting that. I miss my buds, Spooky and Chas, and of course Poe. I keep up with everyone's journals however, even if I don't know what to say on my own. Now I have time to finally sit down and write in my own journal ( Read more... )

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship? Uhm...well I consider my friendship for you serious, and I always care about what happens, and it affects my day cause well, Spooky is like the most awesome, one and only Spooky on the planet, hello ( Read more... )

Oy...so I have been hitting the gym almost every day now, and I bought one of those stupid body suits..holy shit. I could barely breathe, but the dress fits!! I called my friend to let her know that it fit, and she is thrilled. Between now and the 16th of next month I hope to have school finished, and fit even better into that dress. Those are my ( Read more... )

You know for a long time I was happy with myself? I did not put that much emphasis on how much I weighed until other people did. I realized that I was never going to be a size 4 or 5..simply because I am almost six feet tall and big boned. The only time it ever bothered me was when I was around smaller people who seemed to flaunt it in my face..or ( Read more... )

You addictive thing you!!! I joined FetLife..I of course had to check it out after reading some of the things you posted, and I of course got dragged in...willingly..I suppose. Its a really great community of people there and its a place where I feel I can express my likes and myself without being judged. Secondly (and this is so for you Spooky) I ( Read more... )

Well..so much has happened over a single weekend..I got into a verbal fight with my assistant manager and in short told him that if he ever talked to me like that again I would kick his balls so far into his throat that he would be tasting nut well into his senior years. I hung up on him. This all while I am in the hospital room waiting on my ( Read more... )

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Now Crystal is a certified Florida Teacher. I have passed every single one of my certification tests and so now I can teach! I am half way through my summer classes and have been given my placement for student teaching in the fall. I have also been awarded the Medallion Scholars aid, which covers 100% of my tuition and fees for fall!!! Life is good ( Read more... )

My computer died. Yes it died. A brand new just over one year Dell...*Sigh* The video card is fried..or at least thats what we think is wrong with it. Yes video cards are only 100$ or so..but tell that to my starving wallet! Its practically choking pennies. So once I get some money from somewhere I will have to get a new "Slim" v.c. In the ( Read more... )

That everyone has their "happiness" right now. An old friend of mine graduated a semester ahead of me, another friend has their children, an acquaintence is moving out finally onto his own. An older friend still is getting married. Even my Grandmother gets to go to Deleware to see her mom and family. I however seem stuck in my personal hell. I live ( Read more... )