Oh guys! I'm so anxious right now... I'm on the fence here about when they're going to pop me as I'm lovingly referring to it. I want her here, if we're going to be getting her early! I don't know if this will be the last  set of pictures or not... I'll be 34 weeks tomorrow so I'm pretty positive that, if you get any more, one will be the most. ( Read more... )

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Happy V-Day, y'all! *XO*

Ow, the breastsesses are in mucho pain. In other words, my tits are sore! Arg.
I won't be breastfeeding, by the way.  TMI?

33 weeks is coming too fast... I'm terrified that they'll have to induce. I want so much to carry her full term.

I am really excited about this post because:
I FINALLY HAVE A HONEST, TRUE BABY BELLY!


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I went to the hospital on Thursday; one hell of a ride.

I wake up to just... a feeling. Does anyone else know the one I mean? When something isn't right and you can feel it. I wake up to a feeling and blood. It wasn't much, really, not quite as little as spotting, though.  I'd had no spotting thru the rest, yet, and it panicked me. I hadn't felt her ( Read more... )

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Sorry for the dry spell between posts; I feel like it's been forever.

Things have been really good lately; I've been saving money and I've got most of Baby Girl's room done.
I've gained hardly any weight.
There is no Josh, there is no Jaq.

There's a whole lotta Mama, though. ;)
Actually, not a whole lot of Mama, yet. I can't decide if I look preggo or ( Read more... )

So, the way it went.

Jaq came over, and it turned out to be more of a timid initiation to admitting he cared about me as more than a friend. He brought over some non-alcoholic champagne and a pizza and we watched the Carson Daily balldrop instead of the Dick Clark one. It was too depressing.

At midnight we kissed. We kissed for some time after that.

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I feel kind of strange; I accepted an offer of a New Year's eve date with Jaq.

It seems soon. Not even soon, just at a weird time. I didn't know what to  say.
I still don't.

I'll update with how it all went.

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Not a lot to report, just jotting down some of the names I'm considering so far... 
pay me little to no mind, if in fact anyone is reading.

Tru Anna Torrance
Teneil Maria Torrance
Shelby Lynn Torrance
Lucia Ava Torrance
Mehani Juselle Torrance

I know they are sort of out there, but it's just me thinking, anyhow. 
The Hawaiian name (Mehani) was her great- ( Read more... )