This summer has been amazing. I've never had so much fun before. I had my tv watching days, but I also had my zombie walk and my swing dancing introduction. I've raved and swam, sprinted and lifted my body weight.  I even know what I want in my future, too, so it's not like I'm gazing into a gloomy crystal ball full of question marks. However, ( Read more... )

So, I was listening to music and I decided to create a dreamland. I've done it before, but this weirder than ever, possibly because I was listening to the Sucker Punch soundtrack.

( SuckerPunch Dreamland )

Tova shte go napisha na Bulgarski. Tozi put ne e za potigrafka. Prosto iskam da kaja neshto, da mogat da me razberat, i v sushtia moment da ne me razberut vop4te.

Но искам да го напиша б български букви. Сърцето ме боли. Незнам зашто. Но с всеки изминал ден ме боли повече.

Все ми се струва че пиша за тъжни работи.  Баща ми почина. Майка ми работи ( Read more... )

Spending money...it's not something I used to do that much.  I could let the cash in my wallet gather up and wait for an emergency (like a birthday or the 8th of March).  Nowadays, however, it's flying so fast that I can barely keep 40 dollars saved up. Presumably, part of it is my plan to become a better person in general. To be a better person, ( Read more... )

I wish I had a magic pen, that transformed my thoughts into pictures on a page. When I picture rivers that flow into minds and open eyes, I wish I could pull gifs out of my head and put them on youtube,  Or at least I had a 3D printer, like NASA does.  I was watching mythbusters last night and they were debating the aerodynamics of a surfboard.  ( Read more... )

This just occurred to me.  If 16 is the age of consent, why is porn banned for 16 and 17 year-olds?  I mean, it doesn't really make sense. If you can crash and burn on the motorcycle of life, why the hell won't they let you watch youtube videos for it?  Weird analogy.  Yeah.

Da. Dosta se radvam che horata ne moje da me razberut kato govoria na bulgarski.  Napravo...niamash si prestava, choveche.  Razbirase, do niakude me drazni che ne moga da pisha s kirilitza na tozi comp, no kakvo da se napravi po vaprosa??  Tova e trud, vreme, i mnogo drugi bolezneni raboti.  Ia da vidim kakvo shte stane ako zapo4na da govoria za ( Read more... )

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If I was someone else, would it be easier? To hold an energy such as this, bouncing off of the walls as my eyes close?

Anyway, I have a feeling I was about to say something of interest..what was it....never mind.  I'll see if I can't think of it later.  Since I can't think of what I originally was going to say, let me rave about skins.  It is the ( Read more... )

 Alright.  So I just figured out that I can't really get drunk.  I mean, I can lose some control over my motor skills, I won't walk straight and I can throw up, but I really can't actually lose control. I mean, yesterday I drank 3 shots of after shock, 1.5 shots of vodka, 2 shots whisky, and 4 shots (at least) of rum ( which isn't that bad when it' ( Read more... )