*hugs you back* Thank you... ya know, I never really used to believe in god, yet everytime I'm having trouble I seem to blame it on him. Not inentionally but like "Why god!?" not really realizing what I'm saying... maybe I should start going to church. Ya know?
Well... I wouldn't advise to go to church unless you know it's the right thing. I think to get to know God you should pick up a Bible and just read through some of the New Testament. Get to know God on your own terms. Going to church without knowing anything about God is like having a blind date with someone. It's too much pressure to feel something that just isn't there yet. I'm speaking from experience here- church really is for people who feel the same way about God to get together and celebrate it. Not that church isn't a good thing- but I'm afraid it would turn you off before you had a chance to know what good things God has to say to you. God doesn't want to hurt you. I hope you know that. If you read the New Testament, you'll see what I mean. Good luck.
Re: cuz i got the balls to say somethin about it, unlike others who choose just to read and not commshinigami_02February 6 2004, 18:52:55 UTC
Thank you so much! I feel so guilty when I talk about my problems. Its like "No one really cares..." especially when I talk about it so often, but its something that is constantly bugging me in my head. I have to hear it over and over and its just like, I wanna get this down, cause everytime I do, its like, I dont have to hear it so much in my head anymore, cause now its printed somewhere else...
I wish I could say everything I'm feeling in real life. I think Jay was the only person that I was willing to say what was on my mind to, and even then I held back quite a bit. Its much easier to write/type it out.
I appreciate your response, though it makes me wonder who you are. *pokes you* Dont worry, I wont go Goth! lol... though the look is quite appealing.
Aww girl, I love you so much! *huggles you till your eyes pop out*
You are so right! You are one of the most amazing people I have ever been lucky enough to talk to. Your smart, funny, beautiful (inside and out!) and can type faster than anyone I know (lol)... he doesn't deserve you! Psh, you seen all them guys who drool all over you on the dilly! You have your pick of the litter! You want me to stab this guy? I will stab him for you! He's lucky I dont attend your school... psh.
I say you and me go out cruising. Forget guys! We dont need em! All they do is bring nothing but trouble! You and me girl. *hugs her monitor* I wish I could hug you for real. =(
You've been such a good friend Linda. *gives you all her love* I luvz you.
sounds like you have had a really hard life, to put it understated-ly.
It's hard to get over an ex, especially one you were with for so long whom you had such a huge attachment to.
I was with Anthony for a year, and we've been apart for 5 months, and I'm still not completely over him...even though he was a DRUG ADDICT and didn't treat me the greatest. It's like...I can only remember the good things. =(
It's gonna take a while before you stop feeling sad...but take advantage of this time to really get to know and love yourself. It will be the best thing you ever do. <3
Yeah, thats exactly how I feel. At first, I kept trying to convince myself that Jay was bad for me, and remembering all the bad things, now I can't remember a single one... all I remember are the good times... and how there were a lot more of those than bad ones.
Its strange, he said something similiar, like "You dont even know yourself." and he was right. I dont. So I guess I'll do that. Try to learn a little more about me. Raise that self-esteem and get back out in the world.
I agree with ecstasylostdepressionFebruary 6 2004, 23:41:36 UTC
its just too bad there arent any good guys around anymore, cant trust anyone nowadays, and then the good girls get stuck with them just to get screwed over in the end. Of cours i wouldnt understand since i never even been on a date before lol. and jeez Baby, just ONE entire paragraph lol, Id go insane if i didnt seperate my thoughts into sections. It's too bad no one really feels lucky being associated with me, oh fudge monkey ><
Re: I agree with ecstasyliquidsk8sFebruary 7 2004, 00:39:53 UTC
Heh, dont worry theres a few of us left. You just need to search a little harder, and this is for any of the girls.......Dont settle for some guy just to have one, nor the guys that dont treat you better then they treat themselves. So many people just jump into relationships these days, and thats why you see such a high divorce rate, people dont take the time to really know the other person, and they decide to use sex to make up for everything else, but it doesnt work that way. Guys need to learn how to treat women properly, but instead they think with there dicks, so find one that doesnt, one that treats finds you to be better then life itself
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Re: I agree with ecstasylostdepressionFebruary 9 2004, 01:26:38 UTC
This is so very true, toobad though...lol, some of those few guys are usually all around, its just pple dont notice them, and girls just see them as "sweet" and crap, then they ignore em lol
oh wells that's how it goes, best thing for them slaps them in the face, and they dont realize it. Really, some pple do deserve better...
Re: I agree with ecstasyliquidsk8sFebruary 9 2004, 02:27:22 UTC
Heh, i hate the part where girls consider the right guys as "sweet" and push them away. I always get that from girls and it annoys me. Part of me wants to just say screw it and treat girls like crap, becouse for some odd reason that makes no sense at all, girls like that treatment. But then my better side stops me, i guess im just gonna have to wait for someone who isnt blind when it comes to nice guys, i guess nice guys really do finish last....
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I believe in you Nancy. Just hang in there. I'll ask God to be with you.
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I wish I could say everything I'm feeling in real life. I think Jay was the only person that I was willing to say what was on my mind to, and even then I held back quite a bit. Its much easier to write/type it out.
I appreciate your response, though it makes me wonder who you are. *pokes you* Dont worry, I wont go Goth! lol... though the look is quite appealing.
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You are so right! You are one of the most amazing people I have ever been lucky enough to talk to. Your smart, funny, beautiful (inside and out!) and can type faster than anyone I know (lol)... he doesn't deserve you! Psh, you seen all them guys who drool all over you on the dilly! You have your pick of the litter! You want me to stab this guy? I will stab him for you! He's lucky I dont attend your school... psh.
I say you and me go out cruising. Forget guys! We dont need em! All they do is bring nothing but trouble! You and me girl. *hugs her monitor* I wish I could hug you for real. =(
You've been such a good friend Linda. *gives you all her love* I luvz you.
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It's hard to get over an ex, especially one you were with for so long whom you had such a huge attachment to.
I was with Anthony for a year, and we've been apart for 5 months, and I'm still not completely over him...even though he was a DRUG ADDICT and didn't treat me the greatest. It's like...I can only remember the good things. =(
It's gonna take a while before you stop feeling sad...but take advantage of this time to really get to know and love yourself. It will be the best thing you ever do.
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Its strange, he said something similiar, like "You dont even know yourself." and he was right. I dont. So I guess I'll do that. Try to learn a little more about me. Raise that self-esteem and get back out in the world.
Thanks for your help. =)
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What the? Who poked me? O.o
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oh wells that's how it goes, best thing for them slaps them in the face, and they dont realize it. Really, some pple do deserve better...
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