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Livejournal!
HELLO! I'm back. I actually pretty much forgot I even HAD a livejournal, until I was thinking about starting a blog because all of my thoughts are just bouncing around in my head.... and I need some way, some method to empty them. Cody's a hard working guy, he's usually gone or asleep... and facebook chat is unreliable. And now that I talk on the ( Read more... ) -
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YAY!
To the anonymous person who commented on my last lj entry:
Just so you know, this entry is dedicated to you.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I am probably the happiest i think I've ever been. I can't sleep guys. I can't eat. I am freaking out. Life is just, well, good. I mean..... goooooooood.
Let's see. Where to begin? Hm... I've lost like, almost 15 pounds. ( Read more... ) -
Apologizing in Advance
I'm giving up, I've given up slowly
I'm blending in so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate.
This one last bullet you mentioned, is my one last shot at redemption
Because I know to live you must give your life away
I've been housing all this doubt, and insecurity
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Moments of clarity
Have you ever had this moment, this absolute instantaneous spark of such clarity, like the world around stops for a second... and everything just falls into place and makes sense?
I just had one. It was pretty awesome.
Here's the thing. I've been so caught up in escaping this life, the one I have right now, you know, and that's okay, because this ( Read more... ) -
2007 Survey
Stolen from Andrea
1-Did you kiss anyone? Yes, I did.
2-Did you date anyone? Nope
3-Are you going to kiss someone when the ball drops? Hm.. maybe Katlin!!
4-Did you lose any friends? I lost touch with some people.
5-Did you gain any friends? Um.. a couple
6-Did you do something new? Of course
7-Did anyone important to you die? No, thank goodness
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I was going to try to put an entry together... but it's a little too overwhleming to write down just yet.
All I can say is that I am certainly luckier than I ever thought.
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The Edge
If I can't share my dreams, what were they for?
I thought our promise meant that we would never change and never part
I thought together we'd amaze the world
How can I live my dreams, or even start
When everything has come apart?
I thought home was all I'd ever want
My attic all I'd ever need
Now nothing feels the way it was before
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WARNING: This entry contains whining
There is no journey gone so far
So far we cannot stop
And change directions
No doom is written in the stars
It's in our hands
We cannot know what will occur
Just make this journey worth the taking
And pray we're wiser than we were
In the beginning
I really want to believe this... that I can change the way my life is going right now. i hope it's true... but ( Read more... ) -
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It's one hundred and nine degrees
in this crowded room,
no room to breathe,
with walls as cold as a gallery
this is no place for me
such hard face set in smoke,
the smell lingers in my clothes,
it's a bad night to be alone,
but that's the way it goes
and i think of you, whenever life gets me down
yeah i think of you, whenever you're not around
you rest your ( Read more... )