it's not that i even actively forgot about this thing.

if anyone was ever reading it, i'm sorry. but after october i turned to this so often in the thick of things that now i can't look at it without thinking about him.

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the thing about seeing a picture you took on the camera that you took it with is that the image frozen on there is something that was actually in front of it, once, that camera in your hand, your hand, you. there's none of the buffer of travel or transfer. it was there, & so were you, but now it's not.

it's a photograph of a great day
this was a ( Read more... )

i finally found my charger & put some juice in my camera for the first time in a few months ( Read more... )

left the lights on in the truck for the fucking ten zillionth time at work this morning, because this is becoming a very important tradition of mine which i absolutely must carry out every single time it rains

the security guy who gave me a jump asked if it was unlocked, so i told him how it doesn't lock anymore. it doesn't. one day my key forgot ( Read more... )

alright bakes that will be entirely enough of that type of shit

i mean lord knows i love a good few solid hours of shrieking gutted bottomless dashboard-slugging despair as much as the next crazy asshole, but despair & i have had our thing & now it's awkward & we're having trouble making eyecontact ( Read more... )

oh are you feeling sad julia
why don't you write about it in your livejournal

this one time we were standing in a cold doorway in northampton with our hands in our pockets, trying not to die, while we waited for a friend of ours, & this dude came up to us & did the whole yo new pals, either of you got a light thing, and m immediately & unexpectedly dug in his pocket & produced a lighter, lit the guy's cigarette, & talked to ( Read more... )

yeah i am still pretty drunk. okay, cool ( Read more... )