I nearly shut down today while waiting for the doctor to see me. I was looking around the room at all the instruments and tubes and cameras and wires and I started feeling nauseous. I sort of dry heaved and told myself "no don't do this, you haven't even talked to him yet." I tried to calm down but all I could feel were tears burning behind my ( Read more... )

So in feeling not so well I have rediscoverd a couple of television shows ( Read more... )

So feeling sick again makes me depressed and anxious. I have been taking something for those things but it doesn't seem to be helping enough. I am falling a bit behind in school. Not an overwhelming amount but it feels like it. Everything feels overwhelming right now. I'm scared and I'm trying to be positive but it's hard ( Read more... )

I'm pretty bummed. I'm feeling bad again. I'm worried that something more serious is wrong me with me. I'm bummed and I don't want to go to school. So I don't think I'll go to history or english. Thats bad...I can't keep doing this. I don't feel well though. I want to shut myself in a dark room and listen to upsetting songs. Thats so melodramatic ( Read more... )

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I went for my follow up with yet another doctor yesterday. He believes it to be what everyone else did. A very persistent in fection. He wants to look at my CT scan as well but other than that I think I'm ok? I hope so. No more drama plz ( Read more... )

So tonight was Black Rebel Motorcycle Club at the Parish. I'd seen them once before, twice if you count the 10 minutes I saw them in Houston that one time. But yeah....what an INCREDIBLE show they put on tonight. Two hours of non stop good music. Really incredible. And if anyone says "why see them when you could listen to jesus and mary chain?" I ( Read more... )

My last week has been spent getting caught up with school, I am thankfully. I pulled a day of nonstop homework and paperwriting and got it all out of the way. I expected my English paper to come back with red marks but I was pleasantly surprised that I had no corrections to make. Having a boyfriend who's an editor sure does come in handy ( Read more... )

just for fun... and no cheating!

001. open a music player
002. go to "all music"/"library"
003. hit shuffle
004. find photos of the first ten, fifteen, or twenty (your choice) bands/artists that come up [no repeats]
005. have people guess who the artists/bands are.

( bands...probably too easy on a lot of em... )

I was just in Galveston a few weeks ago. It was so great. I had a wonderful time at the aquarium and moody gardens hotel. I liked the little burger place we ate at on the beach...I hope Galveston will be ok. I hope everyone there will be ok. It makes me so worried and sad for everyone.