On your way to the top
You grab me, weaving your fingers through mine
I get so high there with you
On your way down
Driven through the pavement
I grab you clumsily as you plummet
So we're both
Covered
Smothered.
Drowned.
Searching
frantically
for
the
light
switch.

Alright, I am sick and tired of feeling sorry for myself. So absolutely done with it. It's getting old ( Read more... )

It does no good to dwell ( Read more... )

I have been reborn as the girl I used to be, plus the woman I've become. A little mix of both. I have learned to rediscover my independence and self-sufficiency, while maintaining my love and appreciation for the people that I truly care about, and that care about me. And my newfound observation and skepticism of the world and the people that ( Read more... )

Weep not, my darling ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever been in such a shitty, unstable situation before. Not only does it affect the people involved, but it affects my work, school, and driving plans as well. How can I start to build a happy future for myself if I don't know where I'll end up day by day? Do I apply to this campus or that campus? Do I have a way to get to driving ( Read more... )

So finally, I am graced with a few moments of peace and quiet. Time to revisit the most recent events happening in my most uneventful life ( Read more... )

She rests ( Read more... )

I just really felt like writing a bit of an update. I've been telling Sydney about how great my day has been, so I figured I would spread the news. My day... has been fantastic. I had breakfast with Catherine, and then I spent the morning with Catherine's mom and Sarah, talking about Sarah's situation and playing with Jonah. I stuck hundreds of ( Read more... )

I hate how I always reflect on every single thing going on in my life right before I go to bed. When I'm dead tired, of course... when I don't have enough energy left to pick up a pen. And I usually have so much to say, so much to get out that just won't budge from my mind. It's either the thoughts stay up there and I lose it, or I write. I don't ( Read more... )