on wed. i sat in court all day to find out what was going to happen to my baby. at 4:30-5:00 i found out. he might go away for a yr he might not. this case is going to be dismissed cuz the person who pressed the charges got caught up in a bunch of lies cuz he was 2 drunk to actually know what happend that nite. either way sean has a yr suspended ( Read more... )

he's gone. just like that. this morning i had him, laying in his arms. now i dont even know when the next time i'll be able to touch him, kiss him, or just be in his arms. my safest place. the next time i see my love is in a court room. watching him and hearing what our future will hold. why now. i finally fell compeltly in love with a man. full ( Read more... )

im just so fed up with everything. all i wanna do is go to college. since i no longer have a fucking car i have to take buses and trains. one god damn problem. they dont go together with my fucking classes. i cant get a rental cuz im not 21. i have a fucking lisence isnt that good enough. what does everyone expect from me. that im a mircale woker ( Read more... )

Yesterday at about 1:00 pm I got into a car accident. There was a black car right in front of me and a gold van in front of him. The van started to talk a right. Then all of a sudden the black car tried to pass the van on the right. The van jerked the wheel left and I couldn’t stop in time. I slammed right into the van. I went somewhat underneath ( Read more... )

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! So how is everybody. im great. i had an awsome weekend. Friday nite i went to a party and had some rolls. Sean and i left around 2 oclock. when we got home we immediatly started having sex. the next thing i know the sun's up so im think wow we've been havin sex for a few hrs it probably around 7:00 the latest. i looked at the ( Read more... )

i dont understand y i cant get a job. I had a job but my boss is an ass and fired me after a week. Now my car insurance is do in a week and i cant find a job. The entire month of october has been dedicated to me finding a job. i have filled out at least 10 application a week if not more and i cant even get a fuckin interview. but Sean, who's on the ( Read more... )

Ally, Dare-Devil, Ally-Dawg, Stoner Buddy,
i love you 2 and i miss you more than u know. im sorry for everything and i need to see u soon. we gotta find a better way to get into touch. i dunno we'll think of something. miss you

Ally-Dawg ( Read more... )

After everyone nagging me to go to the docs i finally went today. i have Bells pasly. I cant move half of my fuckin face. and the best part is it wont go away for several weeks. YAY. i cant just be healthy everything just has to fuck w/ me well thats all the time i have for bitchin right now

right now i really need a friend to talk to but as usual no one is online. probably cuz it is 1 AM on a monday morning. well this is my situation. tell me if i was in the wrong ( Read more... )