i got over the new crush but now i'm back on the old one. i keep telling myself to let go and to stop loving him but i can't help it......I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!! but why? why am i putting myself through this because he may not love me anymore. i hope he still does though......so badly.

why does this hurt so much? why am i crying so much? this can't be happening to me. I promised myself i wouldn't do this and yet here i am writing in this stupid thing crying because i screwed up something i never had. why am i so scared that he'll hate me. why am i such an idiot? who ever said impulse is the best way to go and to trust your gut, ( Read more... )

How do you learn to love again after your heart is broken ( Read more... )

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I'm so tried of this cycle ( Read more... )

why can't i let him go?

So i thought i was good to go on my feelings but now i'm confused. Tonight at practice i saw someone who i've known for a couple of years and always kinda had a little crush on him. Now he's changed completely looks better than ever, and came up and started talking to me; ME! and now i can't stop thinking about him. The best part (or at least to me ( Read more... )

Finally got my feelings in order ( Read more... )

I want to express myself to the world
I want the world to know who i am
but at the same time i look for the easiest way
to be anonymous

TRAPT IS FINALLY GOING ON TOUR AGAIN!!!!!!!!! now all i have to do is convince my parents to let me go see and them and find someone to go with me. anyone? its october 16th : D