i kind of want to play video games and lay my head on someone.

been in the hospital for the past three and a half days. i have mono, which led to extreme infection in my sinuses and tonsils. that's why no one could figure out why the antibiotics they gave me weren't helping, and why i only kept getting worse for two entire damn weeks. they pumped me full of so many bags of antibiotics, it's not even funny ( Read more... )

dillinger got put to sleep today. he somehow managed to break his back on wednesday, which is stupid because i was here with blacklisted the entire time & didn't hear anything. either way, we couldn't afford the operation, and now the puppy that used to sleep in my bed, and get so excited every time he saw me, and hop like a kangaroo for treats and ( Read more... )

show last night went swimmingly. i'll be the first to admit that blacklisted, as people, rubbed me the wrong way in the past... but all morning, all i heard was george screaming intros to led zepplin songs & farts followed by giggling. plus, i got to hear mastered tracks of the new ep & i actually like it a lot. a lot of southern rock influence ( Read more... )

wtf my eyes are swollen. not black and blue swollen, just ...swollen. i started noticing it the past day or so, but i just woke up and was like whoa i'm asian with saggy eyelids?? i think i'm about to have the worst sinus infection of my life.

apparently, my feelings don't count for shit. everyone else likes him, so i have to give him a second chance?? he still feels the same from st. louis, so i should just take his apology and eat how i don't feel the same anymore? i don't even feel the same when he's here, but it's a lot closer to the same, and i made the idiot mistake of telling him ( Read more... )

realizing i have a lot of money left over that was supposed to be spent on food while i was away, and knowing it's enough to get shaun to start my right arm... makes this a very merry christmas. now i just have to make him draw shit up & rub his shiney little head.

http://www.shaunnel.com

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand home.

i love shani, and i miss the shit out of kevin. we're awesome and make sluts get naked on their webcam & finger their butts. and take roughly 22 screen shots. and cry laughing the entire time.


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never fails... i try to get away from bullshit and have fun away from home, and a shitstorm forms. shit with my promoting, and bands throwing fits, because i won't bend over and just take it. shit with my brother(s) possibly going to jail, and how that's going to effect the rest of my family, and what little we have now. blahblah. kevin should be ( Read more... )

so far, my little escape away from home has resulted in hanging out with this guy, a dude who was in earth crisis, shani & kevin, and watching kevin get his ( pelephant )