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maybe i'll start using this shit again. i need to vent; venting to real people didn't make me feel any better... plus, what the fuck else will i do with all of my free time? nothing has gotten any better, and i think i have commitment issues, cuz i found something wrong with a great guy that actually thought i was pretty, and made myself lose ( Read more... )

www.myspace.com/marykcshows

i haven't used livejournal in a minute. can't say i miss it. my life revolves around booking shows & taking care of bands, because it's the only thing i can do that makes me feel like i'm not worthless for a day. now if i could find something that i could make money at...

you know what's great? having someone you have some kind of history with come to hang out, on a night you look hooooootttttttt... and he's flirty & touchy, and then starts in on your friend and says shit like "mary, you're so cool... i'm glad we're cool again" "yo i think i have a crush on your girl" "i have a crush on a lot of girls" and keeps ( Read more... )

no matter how much good i do, no matter how much i know i'm loved... i never feel good enough.

i'll be fine again on monday.

oh the privileged life i lead ( Read more... )

tonight's show went absolutely amazing; every single band was fucking ace, and i got to pay all of the bands really well. there was not a single part of the night that i did not enjoy... even if rob leap frogged from the stage, onto my head, and broke my face ( Read more... )

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tomorrow is my birthday, and everything i was going to have has fallen through. someone do something with me tomorrow? nancy wants to do shit, but she works til late. i will rip my fucking hair out if i have to spend the day in my house.

in other news: birthday show tonight. lots of cake, bbq beforehand, 3125 wyandotte.

in about an hour, i'm off to st. louis to hang out with this smelly motherfucker.


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