I didnt mean to be an asshole, but I think I already tried to say that. I tried to do the best I could to keep things right. Don't blame me. I'm not what you think, but you're going to think what you want about me. I think I'm like you remember, but yes I've changed a bit. I had to or maybe it just happened. I also didnt leave for the reason ( Read more... )

Forgive the living, bless the dead, hope they are in a better place. You may be innocent but we don't care and you may have only tried it once but you still are nothing. You may be the worst person in the world, but we should give you a chance. How the fuck does that figure? Who's to know what's betrayal and what's not? What's more important ( Read more... )

"Get over it," a part of me says, but I keep going back to listen to that same sad song. Those same damn pictures. I don't have the whatever to delete them or throw them away, so they lingure around. My new pictures aren't anything by comparison, but I can't go back. Not now. Like I said, from that song, "maybe we'll both get lucky and live ( Read more... )

I killed a cat yesterday, my moms cat, poor baby. I ran it over. It w3as horrible, i cried and then i had to go to dance which was cool so i could get it off my mind and umm then i drank a little. The guy that was supposed to come and bury the cat didnt come today so we have to wait till tomorrow. I have a feeling this is gonna be coming back ( Read more... )

Well another change already, one I wasnt a pussy around my mom and i chilled with my friend. She acts like i'm going to get in trouble or something, yeah fucking right. So anyways another well nvm about that i need to 'To Be Continued' this, so...

-To Be Continued-

They say that what you were looking for all a long was right in front of you. Yeah well I didnt think of that, and I don't know where in front of my face I should look. I'm not fucking special, no not anymore. I'm just another chick now, a chick. This time I really have become what I've hated, not always though. Just 3 days, what does it ( Read more... )

I've become what I always hated... no not really that's a song. If you don't ask is it ok for me not to tell? I don't care umm nvm. hot weather oh yes hot weather. Good weather. Good times. Yes, so far spring break has been good; almost great, but no it's not great. Great would be like swollen with hapiness inside, so far I'm about a quarter ( Read more... )

its seems i only write on here when i have a problem or something, whats the piont i dont know. The weathers looking up and i feel good, they only thing is i want a change more improvement of glammer and something better. I feel i may be attached to what i have now although i neglect it. Theres always something new to tempt me something that ( Read more... )

I turned down what I've always wanted, I'm scared. All this time I've learned to stay away, I'm too scared to come near you. I had it stuck in my head we'd never see eachother or be the same, I think it may be stuck. I don't want to hurt you, but believe me it hurts me more. He didnt want me to stay anyway. That's an excuse, honestly I just ( Read more... )

I'm tired of this fucking ass loser invading my fucking space. Get the fuck out of my house you peice of fucking shit! I fucking hate you! You stink like shit! You need to learn how to flush the damn toilet! Don't try to make my dad feel bad because your a loser and have no where to live! Get a fucking job! Stop using my damn phone! Don't ( Read more... )