I feel really wierd right now. I have no idea what the deal is and I'm in the right state of mind. I'm just wondering what the hell happened and all that. I'm also paranoid, because I'm watching out for Jackies mom. Umm... I have an idea. Hmm... Should I be proud or just talk? Now I feel like a fucking asshole, I feel stupid and I waisted ( Read more... )

Is there something wrong? Honestly is there something wrong with me? I'm not waiting for a reply really, because who will? I've been round people all night, but I feel lonely. I feel different from the rest and I felt better than them, but why can they bring me down. I thought I was strong. I am strong just not today. Today was so wierd. ( Read more... )

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Sadness is so common, so noticed. It's so lame and thats what we jump to. Being happy is so rare you don't even no if your really happy when you smile. Anger so badly hiden, so badly acted out. Honesty, dead. Love, does it exsist? Boredom kills; boredom is here. Grr... I hate to be bored.. I hate it when I start to get tired of things. I ( Read more... )

Again, Im so frustrated. Im so impatient. I'm ashamed. I'm waiting again, I hate to wait. I hate to wait! My god, can't they understand this is what frustrates me. I sit here waiting for something that'll never come; but, I wait because you said it would. Why I believe you, I don't know. Why don't I just let it go and not keep wanting some ( Read more... )

I got my license yesterday, Oh Yeah!!! and yeah

I love this voice, if only... I'm warm, but I'm not. She has old bark, he shakes too much. Old people are so wierd it's like damn they've survived this long and get nothing out of it. I won't be old. I don't think so, I'll die young. Maybe by myself or some freak accident, maybe painful maybe not; but, it'll happen. I feel it. So yeah I'm ( Read more... )

Im sitting here and this feeling I haven't felt in awhile is coming over me. My body is relaxed almost numb and I feel so good. My head is just here and I'm in a daze. Oh wow it's great. Too bad it wont last long, but I'll just sit and enjoy while it lasts.

I hurt: when I get shots, get my blood taken, and get injured ( Read more... )

1) using band names, spell out your name ( Read more... )